protection obsession

four

It's now 7pm, and Grayson's been out for around 6 hours now..

I ran out of patience, so I decided to go to bed for a while..

I was pulling myself up the stairs in pain, and I took the last step but my back pain shot up my neck, I lost my balance and fell backwards.

I just started falling when I felt two strong arms wrap around my waist and lift me back up..

"Be more careful"

I turned to see Grayson smiling.

"Look who decided to turn up" I said angrily

He stood infront of me on the stairs, so I turned around and went back downstairs to the couch.

"No thanks for saving your ass?" He followed me down the stairs

"No" I sat on the couch

"May haven't you cooled off yet?" He sat next to me

"While your ass was out partying or whatever, mine was sitting on this couch worrying" I looked away from him

"There's no need to worry.. and for your information I wasnt partying, I was editing a video"

"Oh well if you did that earlier when I gave you the option you should've and we would never be in this argument" I walked to the kitchen

He followed me

"I'm sorry okay.. I'm doing what's best for you" he said

"Or whats best for you?" I looked at him

"What do you mean?" He asked

"You're not doing it for me.. I know what I want and what I want is you. But if course you'd rather not get involved in an actual relationship and keep your reputation with other girls" I grabbed a drink

"Is that what you think of me?" He asked disappointed

"Well that's what I'm thinking right now.. because 'im not good for you' isn't a good enough excuse Grayson" I went back to the couch

He followed me, and sat infront of me on the table. We were so close that if he moved his head 6 inches he would head but me.

"I'm so caught up on you that I fuck other girls and imagine it's you" he looked at me

"Why not just fuck me?" I asked

He leaned forward and whispered in my ear..

"Trust me, id love to"

"Then why don't you" I said quietly

"The girls I fuck thinking it's you, can't walk for a week, and have bruises on their necks" he said

"And the other girls?" I raised my eyebrow

"Just get a quick one, with no hickeys" he leaned back, holding himself up with his hand

"I'm fine with either one" i said

"The thing is, you won't get a choice. You'll get option one, but more intense" he licked his lips

"Grayson" I leant towards him
"I don't know what you think of me, but trust me, I can handle anything" I whispered

He bit his lip, looking at me up and down.

"I guess I'll never know.." he shrugged

I shook my head

"Can I just ask you one question?"

"Go ahead" he said

"Have you ever called the girls you're fucking, by my name?" I laughed

"All the time" he smirked