My Complicated Mind

I remember...

I remember everything,

I remember all the stupid things you did...
To make me laugh

I remember all the smile you gave me

I remember all the little things you did to make me fall for you

I remember all the promises we made

And..
I remember how you planned all the thing just to cheat on me

I remember the sadness to gave me

I remember how your love started to fade as I started to love you more and more..

I remember how you asked for forgiveness and how everytime I gave..

I remember how I yelled on my friends when they tried to tell me your reality..

I remember how they supported when you broke my heart by showing your real face

I remember how we fell apart...

I know that I was having flaws too.. but at least you have tried to keep me..

But I ll not complain to God nor to you

Because,

I dont want to get
distracted how things ended
Cuz I don't want to forget how beautiful the beginning was...