My Complicated Mind

Trouble

Sometimes I feel guilty,
I feel that maybe you are not the only one that was wrong...

Maybe I took something too seriously that were only the topics of your time pass...

But I couldn't help myself ,
Control myself when I realized that for you,  I was a joke too..

I fell in the fake,  lucid charm
And I-i lost my own identity...

I forgot about me..

Now how dare you say  that I am being rude to you,
You don't even deserve this rude behavior of mine...

You don't even deserve to get a chance to hear my voice

Because  you didn't came back when I was trying all my efforts to bring you..

You didn't saw my tears that were there only because of you..
You didn't even cared what will I think after knowing your reality

And I know..... Now you trying to be back to me just because you are bored and alone...

And I knew you were trouble,
When you walked in...
So shame on me now..
Flew me to place,
I'd never been..

So I am lying on the cold hard ground..
Oh, oh,
Trouble, trouble,  trouble....
- Taylor Swift ( I knew you were trouble)