Only You Understand (Jungkook ff 18+)

Only You Understand - Chapter 5

Class Ended. You and Jungkook walked out of Calculus hand in hand. You were really happy that you could show this place to him. He was very nervous since you had refused to tell him anything about where you were going to take him. You walked out of the school. 

"Look that's my bike." You said. You pointed to your baby blue bicycle that you got for your fifteenth birthday. 

"Why didn't you tell me? I could have brought my own!" He said pouting. 

"You are adorable" You gave him a smile. You grabbed onto his arm and said, "What if I ride my bike and you walk." You started laughing since his face showed that he didn't approve of this idea. A bicycle is fast and he didn't want to walk. 

"Why don't we walk and you drag your bike along with you." He said. This was a better idea. You both started to walk together. At first he didn't want to walk, but as long as he got to talk with you he didn't mind it at all. You basically had to guide him because he had absolutely no idea where you were heading. You walked for about fifteen minutes. You arrive at a park. 

**Flashback** 

"Hey let's go to a park I know!" said Jenn with excitement. 

"Okay." You answered smiling at her. It had only been three months since both of you met, and you trusted her with anything. She trusted you too. She had been your first REAL friend. In middle and elementary school you had friends, but you never discussed anything personal with them. It was different with Jennifer. When you guys met, she made you feel comfortable around her. You both arrived at a park close to school. 

"Hey let's go on the swings." She grabbed you hand and pulled you towards them. You laughed at how happy she was. Even though you shared some sad moments you also shared joyful moments. 

"Okay Okay I'm going" You said when she was literally dragging you. You both took a swing and started swinging. At first, there was silence. Even though you were friends sometimes you guys just sat in silence to think things. You both thought there was nothing wrong with it. Normally, if you sat in silence people would ask you if you were okay, but you knew that if any of you had a problem you would tell each other. There was no need to ask. 

"Hey, do you know Park Jimin?" she asked breaking the silence. You thought about it and then you remembered that you originally had biology with him, but then he moved out of that class. 

"Yeah I had bio with him at the beginning of the year." 

"Oh, well, um he asked me out yesterday." She said looking away. She would always look at you when she talked about a problem unless it was something big. If it was a big problem, she would avoid eye contact. 

"Oh. What did you tell him?" 

"I told him I needed to think about it, but I feel like I screwed it up." 

"Well, do you like him?" 

"Yeah I guess. I mean... I had a big crush on him last month, but then I told myself that I had no chance with him, so I don't even know If I still like him. Do you know what I mean?" 

"I understand. Were you surprised when he asked you out?" 

"Of course I was. I mean... why would a guy like him ask a girl like me out. It doesn't make sense. He is a very popular boy, and I only talk when I am talked to. I am not a very social girl, and I am not even pretty." 

"How did you feel when he asked you out?" 

"Well, at first surprised and then I froze. I felt like I would throw up, but at the same time I wouldn't. I guess it just caught me by surprise. Also, he is a f*ckboy I mean in two months he already dated around seventeen girls. They all broke up." 

"Are you scared he is only playing with you?" 

"Well, yeah that too. Should I trust him?" 

"I think. You should maybe. I mean out of all the girls he could have asked he asked you. His feelings could be real." 

"Okay, I guess I'll say yes." 

After those last words, you both hugged each other. You would always give each other advice. This was the first time it was advice on boys. You had talked about many things but never boys. You hoped you gave her good advice because whenever she gave you advice she always said the right thing. She never gave you advice that didn't help. You wanted to help her too. 

A few months passed and her relationship was going well with Jimin. Their feelings for each other were strong. Jimin apparently did love her. She was happy with him, and even though she had a boyfriend she always made time for you. You never felt like the third wheel, and you thanked her for that. One day, another girl walked up to Jimin and told him that she was pregnant with his baby. They were underage (fifteen). She said this in front of both Jennifer and you. Jennifer was in shock, and you were speechless. This girl's parents forced Jimin to break up with Jennifer and take responsibility for the child. Jennifer was devastated because she knew Jimin still loved her. She knew that Jimin only did this because he was forced to. She went to you for help. You felt really bad. You wished that you hadn't told her to say no. You felt like this was partially your fault, but she made you feel like you shouldn't feel guilty. She was still a great friend to you. 

** End of Flashback** 

Being in this park, again, made you think of so many things. So many memories you shared with Jennifer. 

"Earth to Y/N," Jungkook said waving his hands in front of you. You realized you had been staring at the swing set for about two minutes. 

"Sorry. I was just... thinking. Would you like to swing with me?" You said reaching your hand out to him as if you were asking him for a dance.

"If would be my pleasure." He said smiling as he put his hand on yours. You both laughed at how dumb you were both acting. 

You swung with him. This time you laughed and smiled with him. Last time you were here you had a deep talk, but now you couldn't help but have fun with your boyfriend. You both competed on who could swing the highest. You were both swinging pretty high. You were laughing and then you accidentally let go. You fell out of the swing straight onto the floor. The impact was not as bad but you scraped your knees and elbows. He quickly got off the swing and ran to where you landed. You were still upside down trying to spit out some of the dirt that got in your mouth from screaming. He turned you over, and smiled. 

"Oh No! Please don't die on me, Y/N. I guess I would have to do CPR!" He said smirking at you. He then connected both of your lips together. You kissed back. So many feeling were going through you. Your lips were made for each other. You then broke the kiss. 

"Thank you sir. I would have died if it weren't for you." You said laughing. He picked you up.

"No problem my lady." He gave you a tight hug. He then took out his wallet. "I think I have a few band aids here for emergency." He took out three and put them on your elbows and knee. 

"Thank you again." You smiled at him. He put them on in such a caring manner. "I love you." 

"Oh. I am sorry I don't" He said running away laughing. You started to chase him. You finally caught up to him. You were out of breath. 

"Hey were are going to be late for dinner." You looked at your watch. 

"Oh sh*t you're right." You both ran for your bike and started walking home.  

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A/N: 

Hello! I finally finished this chapter. I hope you guys liked it. This ff is 21+, but not all the content will be 21+ (I'm sorry) I just think it fits better if it wasn't just you know sex sex sex. I promise there will be more smut coming up even though mine is cringey AF! Anyways. I hope you like this chapter. :) :) :) 

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