Only You Understand (Jungkook ff 18+)

Only You Understand - Chapter 10

You woke up around 4:30 am. You had to wake up early so the three of you had enough time to get ready. Jimin had forgotten his uniform so he had to ask Jungkook to borrow one. He really did not want to call home. He wanted to avoid all the questions that could've been asked. Mrs. Jeon dropped off both uniforms (Jk & JM) around 5:00 am. You finally finished getting ready and it was around 5:30 am. You went downstairs and saw that your mom was cooking breakfast. 

"Good Morning, guys. I cooked some eggs and bacon with toast. Do you guys have any allergies?" You mom asked. She turned around and saw that you were ready.

"Nope," the two boys answered in unison. 

"Take a seat kiddos." You sat next to Jungkook and Jimin sat next to your mom. You finished setting the table and your mom handed out the plates. The three of you ate in silence. Your mom felt like she didn't want to make any of you feel uncomfortable. The past day had not been amazing for you guys, and she knew that the loss would take time to heal. She knew that it had even affected Jungkook. You finished eating your breakfast and it was 6:00. You and Jungkook had decided to hand in the posters for science earlier, so you didn't have to deal with them on Monday since you already have to carry your books from the weekend homework. Your mom drove you to school. You noticed that your mom was holding her words back for you guys. 

"I'll be okay, mom," you said breaking the silence. You looked at her. Jungkook and Jimin still stayed silent. 

"I know. But I also know what it feels like to lose someone." Your mom had lost her mother when she was only four years old. She died in a car crash. That is one of the main reasons why your mom set aside her whole career for you. She knew what if felt like to grow up without a mother. Your grandfather had to work very hard so he always hired babysitters for her, but it was not the same feeling as having a mother. 

"Don't worry too much, okay."

"Okay, sweetie. You arrived at school and you mother parked her car. The three of you got out of the car, and walked towards the school entrance. You saw a crowd around the entrance of school. You ran to see what was going on, and Jungkook and Jimin ran after. You finally got through the crowd and you saw that there was a tiny memorial set up for Jennifer. Your heart dropped. You wondered how the news spread so fast. You saw Dianne standing next to it. 

"Hey, how did you find out?" You asked. 

"Well, actually I want to be a Journalist, so I'm in the school newspaper. I make sure to find out all the latest news and I heard about Jennifer. Then I remembered that she used to come here, so I asked ASB if they could maybe set up a memorial. You two were friends right?" 

"Yeah we were." 

"Well, if you'd like you can be the first one two write a message on the board." She pointed to a board. It was the type of board where people would write messages such as We miss you or rest in peace. You looked at it. 

"Can you take that down." you asked looking at her. 

"What? Why?" 

"She wouldn't have liked this." 

"But we are just writing nice messages to her..." You cut her off before she could continue talking. You looked at the rest of the crowd. Jimin and Jungkook had finally made it to the very front. You looked at the crowd. You saw the girls that made fun of Jennifer when Jimin had to break up with her. They would tell her that she wasn't beautiful enough that he cheated. You then saw the boys that would mess around with girls' hearts, and one time tried to date Jennifer. She denied so they spread the rumor that she was lesbian. It made you mad to see those people standing there. Pretending like they care. When all they did was make Jennifer leave the school.

"Okay you hypocrites! What makes you think that Jennifer wanted this! Are you going to go write things like oh she was so beautiful, when you literally told her that she was too ugly for Jimin." You saw that Jimin was shocked to hear that. Jennifer never told Jimin that the girls would say these things to her. Jimin stared at all the girls with anger. "Or are you going to write we miss you. When you literally forced her to leave this school. You guys treated her like sh*t and now you are going to pretend like you cared about her. If you cared about her you wouldn't have treated her like pure trash. So stop being hypocrites and go back to whatever you do this early. Whether it is to break up with your girlfriend, or apply loads of makeup to cover up the layers of insecurity that are written all over your face. Because let me tell you that treating people like trash won't make you any better. GUESS WHAT! You made feel Jennifer feel like trash when she wasn't trash. You guys are trash, so why don't you f*ck off you *ssholes!" You were very mad. You noticed that the principal was standing there. She heard all the yelling and got worried expecting to see a fight, but she did not expect to see you scolding the school. 

"Miss Y/N follow me to my office." You weren't even scared of the principal. You actually felt like she deserved to be scolded too for not doing anything about Jennifer. Jimin and Jungkook stared at you in shock. They did not expect you to blow up. "The rest of you get to class. I know its only 6:45, but it doesn't matter. Go!" 

You walked to the principal's office in silence. She led you into her office, and sat down at her desk. You took a seat. 

"Ms. Y/L/N. I was very shocked to walk out and see you. You never break the school rules, or cause any trouble. Can you explain your actions?" 

"Pft. Yeah. I know I never cause trouble, but how would you feel if you saw a bunch of people pretending like they cared about your best friend when all they did was insult her." You looked at her expecting her to answer. 

"Well, I would have felt bad, but you were not supposed to take that into your own hands. Jennifer should have come up to our counselors and told them the situation. Then WE  could have fixed the problem." 

"Do you think your little counselors are any help? All they do is listen to you, pretend like they care, and call your parents. Parents don't always understand. Jennifer was definitely not going to explain this to her parents." 

"Well, she needed better communication with her parents." 

"Well, you need to get you *ss out of this chair and walk outside. You should see the amount of *ssholes we have in this school. You can't expect someone to walk in here for you to finally do something." 

"Ms. Y/L/N please use proper and formal language. Respect is a rule in this school." 

"And do you think what they did to Jennifer was respectful!" 

"Well, of course not, but we can't do anything about the problem now it's too late. She is no longer with us nor she was in our school when she committed suicide."  

"So WHAT?!?! Does somebody else need to kill themselves for you to notice what the hell goes on outside this office." 

"Look Ms. Y/L/N it's not any of your concern how the staff decides to deal with this situation. All you need to worry about is about going to class and doing your homework and of course graduating. I will not call your mother this time because it was your first time, but if this ever happens again I will. Now go to class." You were very mad, but you decided it'd be best if you just went back to class. You walked out of the office and headed to class. You wondered how many people hated you after what had happened. 

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A/N: 

Hello Guys! I am trying to finish this book asap. So I can publish it! I am really hoping the storyline is going as planned. Anyways, I hope you liked this chapter. <3 

- Taemales&Chimpurrado