Change My World - A One Outs Fanfiction

Chapter 10

Here it is. My first game against my former team. *Sigh* Mendokusai... (Such a drag...)

I know this time would come, where I will need to face them. What should I do? Well, the time has come but here I am, confused of where I should start. I don't want to deal with this kind of situation. Ugh, it's making me crazy. My head hurts. I feel like my ears are going to explode anytime.

"STOP!!! Stop okay! Calm down. Please, one at a time. I can't understand any of you." Why wouldn't I? Here I am, in front of Lycaons' locker room, surrounded by most of my former teammates, bombarding me with tons of questions.

Since I am the last one to change, my teammates all gone to the dugout.

They all stop for a moment but continued again. *Sigh* I just facepalmed. Now I know it really is a wrong choice to leave them at the dark.

"Guys, guys, calm down. Miyazono can't understand us if we'll talk at the same time." Itsuki stopped the buzzing bees.

"Thank you Itsuki." I give a sigh of relief.

"Your welcome." But contrary to what he said, he gave me a distant look. He is still angry I suppose. He can't even call me Eri like the way he used to.

"*Sigh* Okay everyone, listen up. First of all, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving the team. I'm sorry for not letting you know I'm leaving, that I am going to join Lycaons. The truth is, that thought has been bothering me since our last game against Gallarians. But I am telling you, it's not because of the team or any anyone. It's me. The problem is personal. It's just that I've had enough of being unable to do anything."

"I join our team thinking I can achieve my goals but at that time, I realized it's futile. I feel my presence in the team is unneeded, no, I'm an obstruction to the team. Don't any of you notice? the reputation of team is being soiled because of me. Minna, I won't ask you to forgive me. I just want you all to understand my situation." After that was a complete silence together with the heavy atmosphere. That's why I don't want to meet them at all. I don't want to make any excuse, since everything is due to my weakness. I'm starting to remember that time again. The time where I am useless. The time I am losing everyone's acknowledgement, his approval. I want to leave already.

Itsuki is the first one to break the silence."Eri–" Suddenly, someone grab my waist.

"I don't want to interrupt your reunion but, I am already taking ojou-chan with me." The urchin has arrive. My former teammates gave him deadly gazes.

"O-oi!" He drag me away from there.

"Your welcome." He replied. I remove his arm from my waist.

"What is that even for?"

"Just want to annoy them. The greater the disturbance there is in someone's heart, the easier it is to manipulate them." He responds.

"So?"

"They won't react that much to the point that they will ask for your reasons for quitting if they don't care about you. And I took you away from them by the waist like claiming you're mine." I blushed as I realize it.

"... How dare you–"

"Also, your face says that you wanted to be saved from that situation. Your face is always like that." He mumbled.

"What?" What's with that?

"Nothing, you deaf..." He replied.

"Aish..." I glared at him.

With that, we went to the Lycaons' dugout.

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I have already learned what I wanted to know for a long time already. It's all about the 'Okinawa incident', told by Kojima-san himself, the perfect person to tell this story. Well, Toa don't want to tell me about it. He's just telling me to guess or ask someone else.