I Can't Remember If I Cried

Recovering

Hi! so I decided not to make it a one shot, but this chapter is going to be short and I can't guarantee frequent updates. Also I changed my name to PerenellFlamell.

Disclaimer: however much I wish it, I am not JK Rowling.

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Lily's POV:

I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself down. I was dimly aware that my friends were surrounding me, but all having lost someone themselves they knew not to say anything. I slowly stood up and turned around to look at myself in the mirror.y eyes were puffy and swollen. I thought to my self, 'There you have it. I really did cry.' I took a deep breath and withdrew my wand from a hidden pocket in my dress, and thought the spell that smoothed over your skin. There. I looked better but it was still obvious that I had cried. I turned around and walked back outside. As I walked towards James he turned around and saw me. That's whe*sigh*n I started running. Towards him. As soon as I got to him I threw my arms around him and kissed him with all of my might. Tears started running down my face and I whispered to him, almost inaudibly, "I love you." three little words that encompass so much and so little. "I love you."

James' POV:

I stood outside in shock until I realized that Lily had just run inside. I was about to make after her until Padfoot reached out and grabbed me back. "Don't go after her now Prongsie. She needs some time alone." He still looked shell shocked, but he was coming back. A voice behind me said, "For one I agree with Sirius." I turned around and saw Moony standing behind me. I hadn't heard him walk up. "She needs time. She'll either come around or submit entirely to grief. Either way her decision is out of your hands. Aren't you struggling with the same choice?" he continued. And I was, until I realized that I had made my decision long ago, the first time I had seen Lily Evans, way back in first year. I would always choose her. She was my first love and I know she would be my last. I heard the door open behind me and I turned around. She had chosen me. Suddenly I felt that everything was going to be ok. She ran toward me and whispered in my ear, "I love you." I had never fully realized before how much three words could encompass.

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That was a bit longer than I expected. Anyways please review, good or bad, I don't care!

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