I Can't Remember If I Cried

Expecting

Hi! I decided to skip ahead a little to when Lily and James are going to be expecting Harry so if that's a little complicated just comment and I'll make a new chapter telling the stuff in between.

Disclaimer: I'm not Jk Rowling. ;(

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Lily's POV:

'There's nothing to get excited over,' I say over and over again in my mind. 'You just missed your period that's it.' suddenly the door opens behind me and I start, whipping around. I mentally berate myself. 'That's not good for the baby!' Then I start to argue with myself. 'Your not even sure you have a baby' 'But you missed your period!' "SHUT UP!" I accidentally scream out loud. "Lily?" James asked hesitantly. "Shit!" I whisper to myself. "I'm in here!" I call from the bathroom. "Hello, Evans." He says smirking. He reaches around my waist and kissed me sweetly, first on my nose, then on my mouth. "Hey James?" I murmur against his lips. "Yeah?" He says pulling away slightly. I delicately extract myself from his grasp, and start pacing back and forth. "You see...The thing is....Imissedmyperiod." I manage to get out, coming to a full stop in front of him. I cross my fingers behind my back, hope against hope that he would take its implications well.

James' POV:

Lily missed her period. I heard that right. We might be expecting. I MIGHT BE A FATHER! "Merlin Lily, that's amazing, why didn't you say so?!" I practically shout. She smiles a bit. "I just did?" But when she says it it comes out more like a question. "Lily what's wrong?" I say, sensing that there's something troubling her. "I just, I'm not sure that we're ready, what with being so young and the war and all..." Tears are running down her face. I fold her into my arms and say, "Shhh, it's going to be okay. We'll figure this out." I say, stroking her hair.

That night I lay awake staring at the ceiling. A baby. A baby! I hope it's a boy. Then we Marauders (Remus, Peter, Sirius and I) could teach him all our pranking tricks. Although we could defiantly teach them to a girl, Merlin knows when Lily became my girlfriend she helped us with quite a few tricks, something she will only admit to with a glass of Circi's finest, which is her favorite wine. Anyways we might have a baby. I try to keep my excitement in check. We might just have a false positive. But my emotions run away with me.

Lily's POV:

I hear James stirring beside me. "Hey," I whisper, "Are you still awake?" I hear a muffled 'Yeah'. "You know," say slowly, "St Mungos is open all night. They'd be able to tell us if it's real." He's out of bed and dressed before I can finish my sentence. I get up and pull on some robes, and brush my hair while James went to get the Floo powder. James goes first and as soon as I stumble out of the ginormous communal grate we're whisked away by a young witch nurse. James slings his arm around me and says that he told them why we were here. Once we get into a private doctors room, she leaves us alone and closes the door. Soon after that a Healer apperates in and asked me to hold my hand under her wand, which would send tiny sound waves through my body to conjure up an image of what's inside. "It's like a muggle sonogram," she says, failing to remember that I'm a muggle born. "Do you know Arthur Weasly? He saw one of them and pioneered his way into this line of magic." I smile at the mention of Arthur. Last I heard of him, he was eloping off with Molly. Suddenly the witch looks up and smiles. "It's positive. These are 100% correct. I have a feeling your going to be great parents." Parents.

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Haha minor cliffie! Yeah, I'm evil! ;) Please review and maybe I'll be nicer. Maybe. But like, review anyway. This isn't my beast work but still, humor me. I've got to shut up now so bye!