His Good Girl

Chapter Thirty Two

⚠Warning, mild sexual stuff ahead⚠

"The one when I said I love you"

My eyes widen as I start to remember what he said. I open my mouth to say something, but nothing comes out. It's like I have no words right now, I'm literally just in shock, honestly. When I was in the coma, I could hear stuff, but it was like my mind didn't really process it. I heard it but I didn't have a reaction to it at that moment, if that makes sense. 

"I remember" I said, quietly, looking down at the ground. 

"Look, um... I understand if you don't want to talk about it... but it's like this unspoken thing between us and like,.......... bottom line is that we don't have to talk about it if you don't want to" He said quickly after, picking up on my tone and mood. 

I shake my head, "No, you're right we should talk about it....." I said, agreeing with him. I find the courage to look up at him and can see the way he looks at me. 

It's different from how any one else looks at me. He doesn't looks at me like any other person, it's like his eyes seem brighter and... happier when I'm around.

"Okay, then... well um.... look... I don't want to pressure you or anything..it's just that I want to tell you how I feel..... Even though we've only been together for a few months, I feel like this thing is...... is something different... in a good way" He starts, gesturing between me and him. 

"You make me feel things that no one does... There is just something about you.... I don't know if it's your eyes or your personality that just pulls me to you.. I don't know it's one of those things that you can' t explain, but  it's like you just know and feel it.... you know that feeling in your gut when you know something is going to turn out well...... well  that's kinda how I feel, except for it's in my heart...... Ever since I first laid my eyes on you, I knew there was something special about you... Even if I didn't want to admit it to myself yet, I knew that one day I still would........ I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't open myself to other people to keep them from getting hurt in this messed up life of mine...... but then you come and completely make me do the opposite. There is something in you that makes me feel like you could relate to what I was feeling, I don't know.......... You made me open up to you and made me realize that I'm not the only one going through these things............You made me take a step back from my life and really analyze what I'm doing and how I reacted to certain situation. You taught me things that no one else did and there is something in me is telling me that,.... that isn't all........ When you were in the coma, it really made me realize that I couldn't live without you...... You're my sunshine, my light in the dark, my everything and there is nothing in this world that I would ever trade for a lifetime with you.............. Victoria Ash Brown, you've stolen my heart and there are no words to describe how much I've fallen for you..... I've fallen pretty hard for you...... I love you Vic, and don't you ever forget that" He said as he takes both of my hands in his. 

My jaw drops as I have no words to say. No one has ever confessed to me like that. There was something different about Jack that made him stand out from everybody else. As I stare into his hazel eyes, I get slowly lost in them as he somehow pulls me into them, making me drown in them. 

"Vic?" He asks me, bringing me out of my thoughts. 

"Yeah? oh...... I'm just....... I honestly have no words right now" I said, clutching onto his hands. 

"Look I don't want you to be pressured into doing the same... it's just......... I really wanted to get that off my chest" He said, staring at me. I stare back at him as I fight between myself on what to say.