you left
your footprints blew away a while ago
all that remains of you
is the concept of your person
you left me
you left me with my throat clogged
my airways blocked
you left me choking
the words filled my throat like a traffic jam
the words i couldn't utter to you before you turned and walked
the whispers started to resurface as i tried to cough my throat clear
the whispers i couldn't manage
to reach your ear with
before you decided i wasn't enough for you
you left me choking
and i know i shouldn't forgive you for that
but somehow
sometimes
i find that i do
.
