i didn't mean to upset you
i didn't mean to drag you down
i promise i didn't mean it as a threat
i didn't want to scare you
i didn't want you to think i would off myself if you left
i didn't mean to idolize you then treat you like shit
i didn't mean to get jealous
i didn't mean to get attention needy
i didn't mean to make you feel trapped
i didn't mean it
i swear i didn't mean it
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