Blue Moon

Chapter 17

The smell of blood was still fresh and I felt broken knowing my pack mates had died and I couldn't save them. The pack house was destroyed and we had no were to live.

My pack felt useless especially Chris who now had to take place as alpha since both his mom and dad were killed.

"Bury all the bodies and hold ceremonies for all of them. Ill look in the pack house." I told him. He looked up at me uncertain with tears in his eyes. How one day he could be a player then the next a loving mate? And no matter how hard I try I cant stay mad at him for the past. Because the past is the past. I gave him a reassuring smile and he nodded. He gathered up his pack members and I watched as the walked away then went into the pack house. I saw little bodies on the floor blood spilling out of them. Who has no heart to not have mercy for these poor kids? I wrapped the body up and brought it outside tears blocking my vision and I tripped falling to my knees. Every head turned and a women noticed what I was holding. She came running yelling his name. I looked down at the lifeless face. I couldn't do this. I cant let a kid die. I felt his neck hoping for a pulse. A small beep of his heart. And felt nothing. I checked again and closed my eyes. I felt my wrist tingle and then there it was. A very faint beep. Then it got stronger and stronger. Looking down I saw his chest rising and falling. The mom dropped down next to me and I handed her her son and she held him close to his chest crying onto his face the tears splattering across his small face.

"Thank you." She said her voice coated with relief. I got up and turned back to the house. Maybe I could do it to all of them. Then i decided against it. Let the dead rest in peace. I walked into the house and luckily found no dead bodies. I watched from the window as bodies were buried. Some tend to be alive but strongly wounded. Or they got to say there last words then there life was slipped away. This pack was broken and who knows how long it will take to restore.

Chris's parents were last to bury. He cried and cried letting the tears stream down his face. I watched as he fell to his knees and put his head in his hands his whole body shaking. Getting up I walked out. Everybody looked at me as I walked to him. They watched my every move. I stood behind Chris and put my hands on his shoulder. He was up in a second and had me in a bear hug.

"I thought I lost you. Forever. Just like I lost my parents. I knew your were my mate since day one. The moment you walked into that school and my eyes landed on you. And I felt the need to make you jealous get you mad. I don't know why but I did. Im sorry." And I realized Ive already forgave him. No matter what he does or did I will love him to the end of the world and back. If there is a end.