No One Accepts Me

Chapter 10

After my relationship with Brad, I never ever trusted any guy (Except for Terence) at all. I mean, he basically destroyed me. Practically, everyone in this fucking world destroyed me. I'm just so afraid Chris will do the same thing. 

"I don't know, Chris." I finally say. 

"But I'm a decent guy! I won't cheat on you, if that's what you're thinking." 

"I know, but..." How do I say this? What do you say to a person who asked you to be his girlfriend and basically reject him but not break his heart? Isn't it hard? 

"Listen, you've told me all about what Brad did to you, but I'm telling you," he pauses to look at me in the eyes, "I'm not like him."

He's not giving up, is he? I kind of feel pity for him. Should I feel pity for him? He did throw this party just so that I can have fun and enjoy myself. 

"You're sweet and kind and all--"

"Exactly, I'm sweet and kind and all. Trust me." He looks at me directly in the eyes, it's kind of hypnotizing. He's looking at me deeply and I can't help it. 

"Yes." I finally answer him. 

His face brightens then he grabs me by the waistand kisses me. 

"I love you." He kept saying between his kisses.

When we separate, I can see the look on his face that he's happy; he really meant what he said earlier. 

"I love you." I hear myself say.

"I love you, too." He says back, smiling

"I think we should go back to the party." I suggest and he nods, agreeing with me.

We both stand up and as we go back to the party, Chris's arm is around my waist. 

"Where were you guys?" James asks, once he notice us then Cameron comes in.

"Were you guys--?" Cameron starts but gets cut off by Chris.

"What? Hell no!" Chris retorts.

I look at my watch and it's almost 1. I know, I'm being such a goody-two-shoes, but it's what I am. So, just deal with it. 

"Chris? I gotta get home." I tell Chris. He nods and we walk to his car.

- - - - -

Damn it, I have to get back to school. It's currently Monday, and to be honest my week off school is not as fun as I thought. I mean, Valerie wasn't home because of school and there wasn't really anything I could do. Sure, I was hanging out with Chris and it was fun and all, but it's just... I don't know.

Once I close my locker, someone behind me taps my shoulder. Now, I wonder who could that be? When I turn around, my, my. Who could've guessed? It's Olivia!

"Hey, freak. Can't say that I missed ya! Although, I really enjoyed tormenting another one," she says with her annoying voice. Yeah, sure, I missed you too, bitch. "Well, I guess I should torment both of you." She walks away with her friends. Really? That's it? Wow, she's desperate and clingy. 

I start to walk to my first class until someone pulls my arm from behind, forcing me to turn around. Well, well, Brad. The fucktard of the school; the world's shittiest human being. 

"Hey." He greets me, trying to put his hand on my cheeks. I swat them away. Who does he think I am? Mother Teresa? Fuck no, I ain't that forgiving.

"Listen, ass hole, if you want to apologize might as well pray to God and ask him for my forgiveness!" I retort and turn around to walk away. I swear, I could say a better dis than that. Damn it, why aren't there any when the moment comes?