38. Forgiveness

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"You fucked up!"

"I sorry!"

I shove Arthur back as he tries to talk to me. Ever since a few days ago when he said to let him be happy for once...that pissed me the fuck off and hurt my feelings. Of course I want him happy, that's why I'm even looking into the whole thing with his brother.

If I didn't care I'd let his brother scam us. But I do so I said something and this is how he treats me? Treats me like a damn idiot and even talks to me like that?! How dare he?

"I said I sorry. I not mean it."

"Then why'd you say it?"

"I was angry, 'kay? I had brother appear out of nowhere and was happy. I not want any of the thing to get in way... I just not want to believe it."

I glare at him, causing him to look away awkwardly. Not sure what to say or do, I know he was sincerely sorry. I honestly shouldn't get on to him for saying it. Especially for everything I've done...I have no right to get mad at him for something like this. It's not like he was totally wrong...

"You're not wrong..." I mutter, making him frown." I know you weren't saying it to just say it. There's reason behind it-."

"Yeah, but I still wrong."

"Why are you back in your broken English?"

He chuckles, shrugging as he rubs the back of his neck awkwardly.

"When I nervous or scared I have broken English, remember?"

"Yes..."

We stand here awkwardly, seeing him just look at me and I grin. The both of us probably realizing...

"Did we just have our first argument as a married couple?" I ask, and he smiles as he nods happily.

"Yes we did! I mean...yeah, we did." He said, making me chuckle.

"How do you feel?"

"Odd. You?"

"Good. Because neither of us can run, more like I can't run anymore. This is the real thing. Have to squash it like men."

"More like a couple." Arthur murmurs, coming towards me cautiously with extended arms. But I nod as we hug, finding myself letting out a shaky breath. Shocked with how much I missed hugging him and having him in close proximity to me.

"Arthur?"

"William?"

"Arthur Louie?"

"William Alexander?"

"Arthur Louie Martin?"

"William Alexander...?"

"Martin." I finish, and that's when we pull back with the two of us kissing one another. Forgiving one another or me forgiving him as we kissed. Making me happy and making me miss this, what we had and were missing for a few days.

But when we hugged I saw how much my body missed him. I didn't even know that I was depriving myself from him and it was hurting me emotionally. Couldn't even tell because I was so distracted on being mad at him...

"I want to do something to show that I am deeply sorry." Arthur says, making me raise my eyebrows.

"What's that something?"

He begins to push me against the wall, and I find myself smirking. Wondering what his game was, whatever it was, I liked it.

"Puis-je vous procurer un plaisir que vous n'avez jamais ressenti auparavant? Pas rugueux, seulement doux, pour vous." ( Can I provide you with pleasure you have never felt before? No rough, only gentle, for you. ) He whispered into my ear, sending chills down my spine.

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