amnesia » calum

part one

“dear dani,

i drove by the park this morning, the park where we’d spent friday nights getting drunk and talking about how much you hated life. it reminded me of when we were there last, it was the last time i saw you, the last time i kissed you… the first time i told you that i loved you all before the accident. i’ve seen your friends and they all tell me you’re doing fine and you’re improving but i can’t sleep not knowing for myself. you hang out with the boys but i don’t see why i can’t see you as well. i know you can remember the others, kat told me it was a long process but i don’t understand how you can’t remember me. all the memories we’ve shared something must have stuck in your mind. it hurts dani, that you can’t remember me. i blame myself for what happened, if i didn’t let you drive home you’d be fine, you wouldn’t be in hospital, you wouldn’t have amnesia. i should have let you stay the night like all the other times you had before. i’m sorry.

i love you, calum xoxo”

tears slid down my face as i finished writing the letter some tears escaping and landing on the paper. i quickly stuffed the letter in an envelope and sealed it before i could breakdown any further. i sighed sadly knowing this letter probably wouldn’t even get to dani, i felt like i was in some sort of prison, locked up in a psychiatric ward cut off from the world. the problem was i’m free, my girlfriend’s the one locked away in hospital.

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[author's note]

okay hiii. this is my first time writing fanfiction. this is a very shitty short story based off “amnesia”. the chapters are really short and lame sorry.

-lyric