Smile for Me

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Jerome's POV (Cause I know y'all all want a peak inside his head)

The way she moves is the best thing in the world. Better than the screams of pain or shrieks of laughter that used to be my personal preference. Now, I'm bordering on obsession when it comes to Alaska. The doctors at Arkham told me I'm insane, and I couldn't agree more. After an in depth conversation with myself, I made the decision that yes, I was obsessed with Alaska, but she didn't seem to mind. Like I'd really care either way. I mean I might care, but like not to where she'd be able to really tell. But she knows everything, so maybe she could tell. I mean I've had the thought that she's some alien genius before but that's just insane. An alien couldn't be that attractive.

Speaking of my not alien Laskie, here lately she's been rather weird. Not that she isn't always weird, but sometimes it gets worse than usual. Like when she just stares at nothing or won't get out of bed, that's when it gets creepy. And not much makes me think creepy, except for star fruit that's creepy. Like is it a star or a fruit, it needs to make up it's mind.

Back to Laskers, she's always in different moods. She'll get all happy and then get real sad but then she'll be pissed at me, or her sister, or the world. I can sympathize, but it's how nervous she is that throws me. I've told her a hundred times that if something tried to get her I'd kill it, but she's always nervous. I don't know why though, but she always rights herself eventually.

The fact that Potter announced her bipolar disorder screwed her up a little. I thought it was amazing, the more mental instability the better, but Alaska just freaked out at the sudden outburst. Of course she loved and accepted Potter, but Lask gets a certain way about somethings, so I never really know what she's thinking. Maybe it's because she's technically sane and everyone around her isn't, but I'd think that'd make her better. But I'm not a doctor, it'd be cool if I was though-like Doc Valeska. I'm not sure it'd be any fun though, unless I was one of those undercover murder doctors, then I'd have a laugh.

A/N I'm really sorry about the tiny chapter, but I just really wanted an introduction and I haven't really been filled with ideas lately. I wrote the second part of this book first and I'm actually kind of proud of that so if you can bare with me through these first few I promise you won't be disappointed! Also I've never really wrote from a psychopath's POV so that may be why it sucks.