Failed Fairytale [Personal Blog] - On Going

Kim Jonghyun

SHINee - Selene 6:23

"(Onew) Look at my eyes, I whisper alone as I look at you from far away
Just smile for me once, I can endure it just by seeing your face

(Key) If you are standing at the end of my life, if I can get closer to you
(Minho) I can throw away everything
and run to you

(Jonghyun) Though I extend my hand, though
I extend it with all my strength, I can't reach you
It seemed like I got closer
so I called you with a fluttering heart
But there's no answer,
I guess I can never reach you"

I listened to this song so much lately. It always reminds me of him since he's the one who wrote the lyrics, right?

I just want to say, it's so beautiful!

Life is hard.

But you did great, Kim Jonghyun.
We love you.
Thank you for your beautiful musics.

When I saw SHINee as four, it felt like someone is missing. And it hurt so much.

It's kinda normal when one or several members of group can't attend certain shows because of their overlapping schedule. But SHINee's different.

They have to share Jonghyun's singing part forever.

They have to use four members dance formation forever.

They have to sing, dance, and laugh in variety shows without Jonghyun.

Not gonna be denial. SHINee is four from now on. I have to accept this reality to release the pain that hurts inside everytime I want them back to be five again.

But Kim Jonghyun, you are always in our memories. You are SHINee's bling bling Kim Jonghyun, right? Because Minho's dibidibidis rap told me so😭

Let me dump that cruel reality this time, SHINee is 5HINee in my heart😭

Thank you for being a part of our shining boys, SHINee.

"It doesn't matter who you are and what you do, but please remember this one thing. Someone loves you more than yourself." - Onew

You might not being aware of it, but your presence is a gift for a lot of people, a lot of your fans. You are precious.

Even when you're gone, our love and prayer for you is still limitless❤

You are in better place now.

Rest in peace, Kim Jonghyun.

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Sunday, June 24th, 2018