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you were nicotine
my addiction
a detrimental affliction

every time i was around you
i was high
on your toxicity

every touch was sparking electricity,
with a magnetic pull
and my positivity was always
so damn attracted
to your negativity

with you
i always felt
like

i was  f l y i n g

until
i realized
i was  f
              a
                  l
                     l
                        i
                           n
                              g

and you
didn't even try
to save me

the lack of your presence
the lack of your touch
the withdrawals
screwed with
my sanity

now i am only
g  h   o    s     t
of whoever it is
i used to be

but i promised myself
you weren't allowed
to ruin me

so i burned
all the bridges
between us
and let the blazing flames
guide me
down another path

far

         far

                  far

                                 a  w  a  y

                     from

                 you

             and

       your

  poisonous

mind                   

6/23/18

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