you were nicotine
my addiction
a detrimental afflictionevery time i was around you
i was high
on your toxicityevery touch was sparking electricity,
with a magnetic pull
and my positivity was always
so damn attracted
to your negativitywith you
i always felt
likei was f l y i n g
until
i realized
i was f
a
l
l
i
n
gand you
didn't even try
to save methe lack of your presence
the lack of your touch
the withdrawals
screwed with
my sanitynow i am only
a g h o s t
of whoever it is
i used to bebut i promised myself
you weren't allowed
to ruin meso i burned
all the bridges
between us
and let the blazing flames
guide me
down another pathfar
far
far
a w a y
from
you
and
your
poisonous
mind
6/23/18
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a happy kind of blue
שיריםit's a good kind of madness. a happy kind of blue ~~~ {lowercase intended} ~~~ ~cover by birdiehere~ ~highest ranked at #46 in poetry 5/17/18~