She found me and I found Allah

Chapter 13

*Ali's POV*

I ran to her and kneeled down beside her. I shook her but she wouldn't wake up.
"Aliya please wake up. Im sorry. I know I messed up big time. Dude stop scaring me."
I kept blabbering to her but I guess it wasn't going to help.
                It seemed like nothing was going to help. I picked her up before it got too late and took her to the hospital. I tried being calm but I could feel myself breaking from inside. I couldn't deal with losing another person who meant the world to me.
'Well you definitely didn't act like she meant the world to you.' Said my inner voice taunting me. Ignoring my inner voice I just got Aliya to the hospital as soon as I could. And took her to the emergency room and waited outside.
              While I was waiting I realised how much wrong I had done to her because I was hurting. I was hurting her because I was in pain. And that was a very stupid move. I had just been ungrateful for the gift Allah had provided me with after so many prayers because another gift was taken from me. This was very bad of me. I had no idea what was happening but I realised that the only thing stopping me to love my wife was myself. I realised my mistakes and how I just stopped trying to get her after I had her. I messed up so bad and I just wanted another chance at it. To make her the happiest person.
               "Your wife is fine now." The doctor said.
"Are you sure? If she was fine then why did she faint and why are you smiling like that?" I franticly asked the doctor who was smiling as if she was enjoying all this.
"Sir, you seriously need to calm down. Your wife is totally fine. She fainted because she was food deprived and that isn't good for the baby."
"Wait what!" I asked even more surprised.
"Yes Sir. Congrats. You're going to be a Father," She laughed. " Oh and you need to take care of her. She needs a lot of attention and care. And im gonna leave you to tell her the good news."
I just sat down to collect my thoughts. I was such an idiot. I couldn't believe it. I was so blessed but I was a stuckup and just focused on the pain. It's very hard to move on. But I had to try and move on.
             After making an important call, collecting myself and my thoughts I got up and went inside to see her. She was sleeping so peacefully, almost as if she had no worries in the world. I could see her lips turn a little. Damn it. She seemed so cute doing that. Like who smiles when they are asleep?
               I slowly held her hand in mine. I hadnt felt it for days. I had been off. Emotionless. Well that's what I thought. But Aliya always said that we can never be emotionless because emotions are what really keep us alive. If there aren't any emotions, we don't figure out whether we live or die and if a person ever says they are emotionless, they are lying because being emotionless is also an emotion. I smiled to myself and kissed her forehead. And then her eyes. And then held her hand and kissed her knuckles and then put my head on her hand. It felt so good.
              "If you think kissing me will make me forgive you then you are very wrong Mr. Ali," I jerked up and looked at her. " And don't give me your smile. This time you have to try harder."
I just looked at her and kept smiling. It was good to be ordered around by someone again. I may have lost my Mother but I didn't want to lose this one. There were a million things I was feeling at that moment and there were a billion things I wanted to say but all I could do was smile at her, kiss her and say, " I live you and I love you." and then I just made sure that she was comfortable and resting while the nurse came in and observed her.
                The doctor allowed me to take Aliya home but not before prescribing her a few medicines.
And ofcourse Aliya being Aliya had to make it hard for me and asked me why she was prescribed  those medicines when the doctor told her that she was totally fine.
"Aliya. Obviously you're fine but you need medicines to make you even fine. You get me rightttt."
"No Ali I definitely don't get you. And I don't want to either. You've been hiding a lot of secrets lately and it's kinda pissing me off."
"Whoa. Whoa. Chill there baby. Seems like the mood swings have started to kick in."
"What do you mean Ali?"
But I was glad I couldn't answer because we had reached our home and if anything more slipped out of my mouth it would have totally ruined the surprise that I planned for her.
               I came out of the car and ran to her side and opened the door giving her a salute and a wink but all I got in return was a grumpy face. Well that pretty face wouldn't be so grumpy in a few moments.
              I walked behind her so I could make sure she wouldn't do anything stupid such as start running.
"You know I don't like that smile on your face right now. It's giving me the creeps. I feel like you're gonna kill me or something."
I loved the way she knew what I was doing even when I was standing behind her.
"Well, I can kill you with all the love that's brewing inside me for you."
"Okay stop. Don't get all cheesy and corny!" She laughed. And it felt so good to hear it. I could probably stand here and elaborate her laugh and talk about it all day like a lovesick puppy but the fact that there were more important things on hand right now is what made me come back to reality.

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Hey peeps!
I hope you all are doing great!
It's been a lazy week . Oh and I didn't want to leave at a cliffhanger but I wanted my book to end at an even number. (seems childlike but who cares).
Do let me know how you found this chapter!
-Ayesha x-