Blue wings!

Chapter 15

Jeff hasnt had naything from Clara in a wee while so she's been staying at mine fr that time. She's pretty shaken up about it all everytime i think about it i just get angry, how could you do that to someone just how?

I was and ready to go to the school,  had heard Jeff pottering about so im guessing she's up. George and i were talkiing when Jeff ran out of my room and to the toilet banging the door shut "she clearly needs to pee!" George said then we heard her being sick,

"or not!" i said and he smiled. I walked over to the bathroom and elt myself in, her head was in the toilet and she was being sick. I rubbed her back and held her hair to the side,

She stopped being sick and flushed the toilet "you okay?" i asked and she nodded "thats three times ive been sick in the monrning, im fine after it though!" she said and i frowned "maybe you should stay off?" i asked and she shook eher head,

"no i'l;l be fine after!" she said with as mile and i nodded "lets get you something to drink" i said and she nodded. I hlped her up and we got ready fopr the school.

We went to school and walked to her class and some kids were there already. The bell went and everyone came trailing in.

Jeff started the class when a thought came to my mind and i looked at Jeff in shock. She glanced at me and looked confused. I walked by her and whispered "your pregnant!" and leaned against her desk as she froze on the spot,

I started talking as if nothing had happened as she looked at me in complete shocvk, she suyddenyl put her hand to her mouth and looked about to cry and i gave her a sympathy look as best as i could.

Se went to ehr desk and sat at her computer like she normally done when i talked. I wanted to go over and give her a hug but i needed to talk to the guys.

There was a knock on the door and it was Gary and i put on a fake smile "what can i do for you Gary?" i asked and he walke din "theres a letter for you, it came i this morning!" he said handing me a white envelope and i went white as i saw the RAF embelem,

"um... thanks" i said and i heard him leave. I looked down at the letter a million things running through my head. I opened it up and sighed before unfolding the letter and reading it,

I had to read it a few times to grasp what was happening. I heard Jeff clear her throat and sit next to me "whats happening?" she asked and i started ot panic. The y wanted to see me about my job,

But not just anyone, the chief fucking comander of Scotlans. Thats big thats reeally really big. i could feel myself being chocked and i was gasping for air "wow Sawyer just breath, Sawyer breath..." i heard Jeff say,

I looked up and she was looking worried. I sat on a chair and done as she said and breathed in and out. I clamed down and Jeff smiled "you okay?" she asked and i looked at her "its my job... the commanding officer of Scotland wants to see me tomorrow!" i said and she gave me a worried look but ti soon washed over,

"its going to be okay yu never knwo you could be getting an award!" she said and i sighed and looked down at the letter"maybe..." was all is aid.

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I didnt want to think about the letter for the rest of the day and i was glad no one brought it up. George was staying at a friends house so i had the apartment to myslef,well Jeff was there to.

She had just taken a test and i was standing outside the bgathroom while she was sitting on the toilet seat. We heard the beep and i looked in, by the look on her face i knew the naswer. I ran over and hugged her and she cried softly oin my shoulder,

"hey, hey its goingt o be okay!" i said and she held onto me "what are you going to do?" i asked, "im nto aborting it thats murder to me!" she said and i nodded "then for both your safety you need to leave her jeff, you dont want the little one to get hurt" i said and she nodded,

"i know i need to stand up t her!" she said and i held onto her tight. We stayed like that for a bit before Jeff said she had to go. I gave her a hug before leaving and the worry kicked in like usual.

Jeffs POV

I got in my apartment and Clara was there watching TV. I sat on the couch infront of her and she didnt look at me "Clara we need to talk!" i said and she looked at me blankly "i cant do this anymore, i dont love you and were over!" i said camly and to the point,

She just looked at me and lauyghed "no were not Jeff you know what would happen!" she said and i sighed "Clara im serious, if you think that killing yourself is a solution then  your pretty stupid im breaking up with you and thats that!2 i said and i saw she was angry,

"your making a mistake Jeff!" she said and i sho9ok my hea d"no im not, you dont treat me right i shouldnt be used as a punching bag!2 i said and she slapped me. My cheek felt as if it was on fire but if im honest i was use to it,

"i knew you were a slut, i knew you were cheating on me why else would you break up with me!" she said and i was thrown to the floor. My hand suddenly went to my stomach to protect it,

"your nothing but a worthless piece of shit, i never loved and guess what no one ever will i was just doing you a favour!2 she said and thats when the kicks and punches started. I flet as if she wasnt going to stop,

I was picked up and then droped. I felt myself smash against something and i saw little black dots in my vision. I heard the door slam and i tried to move but things were jaggng into me,

I managed to get to my trouser pocket and get my phone. My vision was to blury but i managed to call Sawyer,

"Hello?" she asked and i smiled lightly at her voice,

"Sawyer..." was all i got before i blacked out.