Has anyone just had that feeling where you feel like your heart is about to give out? That you're not worth it? Had your brother be embarrassed to even look at you. Had your parents sleeping in different rooms? Still had feelings for an ex, that, you just can't let go of? Been told you're useless, and nothing. When you do everything to keep you're loved ones happy. Had your brothers say, watch out, she's an alcoholic. About you to your friends. Always been that one person, who's been left out. Until all you do is care about other people and not yourself? To the point where you're unhappy?
You smiles behind something fake
Your mind feeds you a horrible lie
You begin to go suicidal
You look for an escape
One that's permanent
You face a hard reality
No one truly loves you
Knives glinting
As the day passes
You begin to bottle up more and more
You begin to hide behind a fake smile
You begin to lose it
Until you're just ready
To give in to the call
YOU ARE READING
All about......ME
RandomBasically, some stuff I feel the need to get off my chest. And stuff about ME
