Im inside airport waiting for checkin..airport is a bit crowded may be due to summer people family oda vaccation ku porathala airport looks very busy, when my turn arrives i handed my passport and things to the officer sitting in the counter for the flight im travelling.
I put all my luggages into the conveyer belt i only kept my backpack with me which i have my important things on.after some procedure he handed me my boarding pass, i thanked the officer and moved for next procedure.
There after lots of waiting i finish every proccess it took long time for immigration, maa frequently calls me and asking 'ipo ena panra? immigration finished ah?' I somehow managed to answer her and assure her that i call her before flight takeoff.
Now im in waiting hall, many other people were sitting along with me.
Two officers came after fifteen minutes of waiting and allow people to the flight through the bridge which direct to flight.when entering flight i found my seat and settle on my place.these all proccess literally make me tired...what makes me even more tired is there is eight more hours to go...
Before takeoff i pickout my phone and dialled maa's number after one ring she picked the call "hello, maa...." i said "harika, egarka?"she asked.appa asked maa 'enavam? Is everything ok?' It is barely audible. One thing for sure they gonna be thinking of me the whole day till i safly reach there.
" maa, im in the plane_"i said when one of the airhostess interrupt and said to switchoff the phone "harika?" Asked maa " haan, maa the flight is gonna off , i call u when i reached, tell appa that everything is ok, love u " i tell everything quickly " alright da, love u too" all that she hangup the call.
Before takeoff oneof the airhostess demonstrate about all safty things like buckle up seatbelt, the oxygenmask, life jacket things then the flight slowly takeoff with a jerk and started flying through the clouds..smoothly..
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One hour aachu i travelled above thousands of feet above sea, i turned my head to the other side where i say a old couple on their late sixties,she is about take a sip onher soup when i say a toddler ran toward their direction i little far for stop him he slightly bump her shoulder causes her to slightly spill her soup all over her lap i was upto stand for asking her if she needs any help.when the man beside her take a tissue clean the spill and take the soup and feed her with a smile i looking to them with awe..
Intha vayasulayum they have a amazing bond and love between them love is not about holding hands, kissing or else..love is about make them trust us even the rest of the world is against them.ellarkum athu kedakirathila...
Thinking of love leads me to my dark past, thinking of sri...
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College first year leanthu sri enaku therium,sri is other department,same year as me,he is a football freak and champion too,very cool, charming, perfect gentlemen. enaku therinja ellam girls um drool for him.
Ella girla nanum oruthi.ofcourse i like him too,they way he playing games,the way he talking, but im not crazy about him,he often visit my class to see his friends,sometimes he talk to me too.anu always force me to asking him for a date.ethum avasarama nadaka na virumbala.date is huge thing to me.i never dated a guy before.i know he have some feeling for me by the way he see me when im around him, smiling at me are make butterflies in my heart.
One day, i received a text from sri,my eyes popped out of my socket.he wants me to meet in personal.knowing that im going to meet him literally gave me all illness. Anu is the one continously boosts me and done all makeup and hair.that day i got confused whether im going for a date or my wedding.
When we meet im nervous to core of earth.my hands are shaking, im sweeting like hell,seeing cursh eye to eye is the hardest thing on earth even if you are an iron man.
thats when He confess his love for me, i started pinching myself like im in a dream, but no he's in front of me looking into my eyes and said that he want to hold my hand till end of his life.my jaws dropped and i staring at him like a disney movie. Ofcourse, sitting infront of crush and hearing him tell that he loves you whilst looking in to your damn eyes are still a dream for many girls.
After sri, my life is became fairytale, he always care about me so much, he like to hold my hands, he loves when im next to him, he always proud while walks with me,enaku chinna kastam kuda tharamatan,i started spend more time with him.it felt like life is perfect.i like him more and more. i thought i make a good decision untill...
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A sudden jerk pull me to my present While i was drowning in my own thought i forget to note people around me started panic,i dont know ena nadakuthunu,pilot annonces "we are in trouble we are down" everyone started screaming.airhostess came to view and calm everyone and instruct us to put the life jacket on, suddenly oxygen masks are hanging infront of us. As she instructed i put the life jacket on and sit in silence and trying to calm myself.the speed of the flight became increased and unstable which makes me panic. thought of my family came into me,tears are started falling into my cheeks,im getting panic.i dont want die this quick,all i want to do is take my phone and started typing 'im sorry appa, im not a very good child to make you proud i always put you in to a worst situation, but if i have a chance to make you proud i definitely will paa love you paa.take care of maa and tell her and anu that i love them.'my fingers are trembling but typed the message and press send button by the hope of somehow they can get the message.
The flight became more unstable and i can see the flight is on fire in the side...the tears are pouring into my eyes unstoppably i somehow manage to pull the pendant appa gave me and see my parents face i started crying heavily when the flight jolting with full force causing me to hit my head forcefully into the opposite and window beside me..that's when my head begins to hurt and the surrounding becames darker and darker by second..
All i heard is screaming sound of people and image of my family before i drown into a dark sleep.....
