Abey's pov:
Its almost end of the evening,redish yellow light of sun indicates its been darkness started cover everywhere.
I lying on the hut my back facing the ground.i want to get rid of those irritating thoughts of earlier incident inbetween us but more to my mood its came again and again.when you actually wanna forget something thats when you started remember that even more.
Yeah its seems like a small thing but i dont want people get to know my other side.she got no rights of getting her bloody brain in to my privacy.is that the manner she could learn in her entire life? So what you done her is right?
I took the notebook in my hands.i got this from one of the luggages.i have a habbit of writting dairy.its always helps me to feel not alone.we can put our feeling,mood,trash in brain in a word form can actually helps feel better.since i dont have any friends or anyone its been good to share something with papers.its better than fake people.
I opened the note flip pages i found paper 'i felt something heavy on my chest the air in my lungs gotout with a strong push when i chocked for air, my eyes are blurry i wipped my face.when i saw her , she looks something b__' it torned. Actually she looks something beautiful when i first saw her and looks worried about me.thought of her a smile makes its way to my face.
I always used to be a rugged,haughty,mercyless one. everyone around me frightened to look in to me thats what good for both them and me to maintain distance.i used to be around a group of womens always ready to throw themselves to me.afterall who wasnt? If you are a bigshot. I didnt tell about myself so.
Im abey williams,ceo of abey international inc.
Sometimes Im glad that i trapped in this island with her.at first i intentionally trying to annoy her to earn some hatred but all she gave was the exact opposite.she s something different.she cares for me.she effortlessly brokes every bit of the wall i made to block people around me.it felt always nice and secured around her.i dont want her to be hurt but now i made her to be.i felt insecure about what if she left me like they do? I dont want repeat what i was go through my whole life.the thought of my past made my heart stiffen.pain,hatred,insults.i made myself cold and rugged when i have the oppurtunity to place my feet on my own.i work hard to get this place.i have everything now but love I felt that when she looked in to my eyes like she s searching for something in my soul. Life will be good if shes by my side.this thought makes my heart beat faster.what?what im i feeling for her?
Suddenly the atmospere changed,wind is heavy,the ocean roars with huge waves,dark clouds covered everywhere,its might be a storm.this is least worst you could expect in the middle of the sea.
Shit.harika.i wanna slap myself.i have to find her as quick as possible before the nature show off her power.
Being mad at her doesnt mean i didnt protect her.i ran towards the direction she went.before anywhere i head to the place where she went often.i ran as fast as i could coz within few more minutes darkness took charge.i went to that rock place where i found her in our last fight. "Harika..." i screamed her name. Even if she could hear you do you think she'll answer you? Yeah i know she s mad at me but what if she get into a trouble or something.no no she s gonna be fine.i assured myself and move.i search everyplace we used to be.no hint.my head started spinning.shit its my fault, my fault to let her alone,she is not deserving this, you being an asshole to her abey, all she could do to is just care, she s care about you after all what did you do is just lost her? You do not deserve her care or love abey.no no yes am an asshole am act like one but i never let her go i promise her that i never left her.no matter what im gonna be with her.
