Internal Suffering

New Friend

I walked around the UnderGround, making awful jokes that made me want to cringe, but... It made people smile and laugh... I liked it when they laughed with me than at me... Thinking I'm a weak and defensless monster... 

I am be weak, but I wasn't going let that stop me from doing what I wanted to help my friends! Even if it meant that I had to be killed... Over and over again, just to do so... I won't stop protecting them...

I walked through the Snowdin Forest, knowing my brother was most likely talking with the Asgore, the monster behind the door. 

But, half way there I heard someone talking... They seemed in distress... I quickly went to the noise, being as silent as a mouse. 

In the deepest part of the Forest was a tall skeleton... His back was to me, so I couldn't see his face, but he seemed to be wearing a dusty blue jacket with a pale hood covering his skull. He also wore black shorts with white strips down the sides. He was a skeleton monster as shown by his bone legs. He had on dusty white socks with pale red sneakers on. He looked kind a cute...

"Whatcha lookin' at?" The new monster grumbled, turning to me, scratching his back.

A light blue blush littered my cheeks as I saw the handsome Sans in front of me... I know there are other AU's... I helped Ink and Dream get peace treaties with their opposites after all... Not that anyone would know...

"I-I um... I heard someone talking... Are you okay, sir?" I cocked my head to the side, my eyes not seeing anyone around him.

The new monster grumbled something under his breath, glaring at me.

"I'm fine, kid. Why don't you run along and play dress up somewhere else." He hissed, making a shooing motion with his hand. I stumbled back slightly, tears in my eyes. 

That was hurtful...

"Are you seriously going to cry? Weakling." The mean monster hissed again, walking away from me as I whimpered softly. 

I fell to my knees, trying to get my breathing and emotions in control. I took out my secret bar of chocolate... It was my favorite, dark chocolate with chopped up bits of strawberries. It tasted good and gave me the rush of emotions that I needed... 

Once I hid my candy again, I hurried to town, needing to go to my 'training' with Alphys. I knew she was never going to put me in the guard... Most of them wouldn't accepted me in the guard anyway...

When I was about to pass the Doggs' station, I saw the little monstrous Temmie attacking the new monster! 

I instantly ran to help in any form I could! Yes, he was mean and rude, but he must've been shy or at least regret saying those things! No matter, I was to help him!

The murderous little thing shot off another round of temmie flakes. The stranger wouldn't be able to move out of the way! He seemed to know that as his eyes widen in worry and surprise. 

I summoned my bone staff and jumped in front of the flakes, easily blocking them and redirecting them near that stupid fur ball. 

Once there was no more, I lowered my weapon. It was cracked a bit, having taken too much force, but I ignored that fact as I glared down at my friend. 

"h-HoI!" He called out, backing away from my angry glare. "H-He AtTaCkEd T-TeMmIe..." The stupid monster whispered, bowing his head.

"Don't come near me or my friend again. I don't like it when people lie to me and try to dust my friends." I warned, gripping the bone in my hand tighter. 

The fur ball growled at me, firing more of those tem flakes. Yet again, I easily blocked them, this time sending my bone attack at the stupid monster. 

The four legged thing jumped out of the way, the bone just nicking him. 

"This won't be the last time!" The creature shouted, vanishing quickly. 

I huffed before I turned around to the taller skeleton monster. They held a shocked look, their eyes wide. 

"Are you okay? Temmie didn't hurt you too bad, did he?" I bombarded, my eyes scanning him for any wounds. 

"No... You saved me just in time..." He muttered, looking to the side. "You're a strong kid, huh?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Well of course!" Here comes the narcissistic performance. "I am the Magnificent Blueberry! A Royal Guard in Training! All I need to do is capture a human and Alphys would let me in the Guard!" I cheered, putting on my brightest smile.

The new monster looked confused, like he wasn't sure what to think of me.

"That's... A good dream... Do you know where the town is, Blueberry?" He gave a soft yawn, his eyes looking around the snowy sentry station. 

"Of course I do! What Royal Member would I be if I didn't! Mweh heh heh!" I gave my fake laugh, grabbing the skeleton monster by the arm. "Come on, Mister! This way!" I shouted, running off with him.

"Whoa, slow down, Blues!" He shouted, holding his hood as he stumbled to keep up with me. 

"Sorry, Friend!" I gave a low chuckle slowing down to a brisk walk, which was more or less two strides of his. 

I hummed a small tune as we walked through Snowdin, going for the Inn. He stayed silent the whole way. 

"Well, here's the Inn, Mister!" I called up, smiling like I always do.

"Thanks little man..." The skeleton monster knelt down, patting my head. "I hope that you get into the Guard... They might need someone like you." 

I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out... Nothing... His words were true... His eyes... They only told me truth... He... He really wanted me to be in the guard...

I giggled softly, truly giggled, giving him a kinder smile.

"Thank you, Mister. I hope you have an ice time here in Snowdin." I joked, skipping away from him to go to Alphys. 

I made a new friend... And he was much kinder this time... I liked it...