Of course my mind can't stand it when my boyfriend talks about his other friends that are girls. And of course I feel like utter crap each time I have to fucking talk about it to him cuz he worries. And of course I have to have all those other problems going on at home, just so I can keep feeling like utter bullshit. And of course, I feel like I'm getting worse and that I'm hurting everyone around me..
I'm sorry..