You don't love me
Big fucking deal
I'll never tell you
How I feel
You don't love me
Not a big deal
I'll never tell you how I feel
It almost feels like a joke to play a part
When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart...
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I saved every letter you wrote me
From the moment I saw you I knew you were mine
You said you were mine
I thought you were mine...
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DONT
I'm not naive
I have seen women around you
DONT
Think I don't see how they fall for your charms
ALL OF YOUR CHARMS!!!!....
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Mm baby I don't understand this
You're changing
I can't stand this
My heart can't take this damage
In a way I feel can't stand it
Mm baby I don't understand this
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Don't be that way
Fall apart twice a day
I just wish you could feel
What you say...
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If tear drops could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
Told a tight dress is what makes you
A whore
If "I love you" was a promise
Would you break it if you're honest?...
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No I'm not sick with depression
I just have all the symptoms
And all the questions
My thoughts can't stabilize
Feelings I can't verbalize
Cuz all you have to say is that it's gonna get better
It's gonna get better
But it never does
And all you have to say is that it's gonna get better
It's gonna get better but it never does
It never does
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Nobody seems to get ya
You feel you're on your own
But listen pretty lady
You don't have to be alone
So baby don't cut
Baby don't cut
You can do anything
Just promise baby you won't cut
I know your heart is hurting
You think the road has end
You may just feel that blade you're holding
Is your only friend
But baby don't cut
Baby don't cut
You can do anything
Just promise baby you won't cut...
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You're hard to hug
Tough to talk to
And I never fall asleep
When you're in my bed
All you give me is a heart beat
I've turned into a statue
And it makes me feel depressed
Cuz the only time you open up
Is when we get undressed...
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I just don't wanna fight anymore
It's that simple
I'm smiling
I'm laughing
And then the drug wears off
And the pain in my chest returns
And all my self hatred comes back
And maybe it was because of him
Maybe it was because of how much pain I was in
That I'm clingy
That I'm always doing my best to impress
That the slightest bit of being ignored makes me wanna cry
Because I feel like I did something wrong
When In fact I'm just over reacting
So yeah, maybe I do overreact
Maybe I'm always scared that you'll cheat on me
Because my trust is just shaky
After being told so many times
That I wasn't good enough
That he was cheating on me every single day
So yea
Maybe I am overreacting
But it doesn't make me want to fight anymore.
It makes me want to end it
It makes me want to end my existence
Because it's getting to the point where I can't smile
I can't smile
I can't smile
I can't smile
It hurts to smile
It hurts to laugh
And it hurts every time I say I'm ok.
And it makes me want to scream.
