I was texting my friend. We are practically sisters. I'm 12 and she's 16.
(This actually happened, like this part is real.)
Her: bby, I will ALWAYS be here for you and so many ppl do love you.
Me: I don't know how to respond to that....
Her: I'm serious bby😚 don't you ever attempt again.😚😚
Me: okay. I won't.
But I know that was a lie. She told me that she would kill herself if I killed myself. I have a hard time trusting people. She doesn't know that. So what if she's just saying that? Maybe she cares a little, but not enough. Ya I think it would really hurt, if I did die or if I did kill myself. But, I'm sure within a month they wouldn't care. And that's the thing with me. I care too much about others!...and I'm tired of no one giving a crap about me. But....it's okay. I'm used to it.
Everyone thinks that I'm "over dramatic" but...how about they put my shoes on, and walk a mile. And then, tell me how you feel. And how much life hurts. But...I'm used to it. It looks like I'm smiling, but on the inside......I'm falling apart.
Okay guys! This is actually my life. All of this happened. So what ever I write, is going on in my life. So....ya! Bye!!😗😗😗😗
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Teen FictionI self harm. I cut. My life is a mess. I'm never perfect enough. I'm never good enough. NEVER. And no one loves me. I had a best friend once. We were so close. I told her all of my secrets. She up and left me. And it's sad ya know? Walking by someo...
