Okay these r some of our texts that we had.
Me: it's hard to explain. I felt worthless and hated and like everyone hated me and like the world would be better off and much more happier if I were dead.
Zoe: Bby I am ALWAYS here for you and so many people do love you
Me: I don't know how to respond to that😍😍😍
Zoe: I'm serious bby. I love you so don't ever try to do it again😚
Me: okay I wont😚😚
But...I know that's a lie. I know I will attempt again.
Me: but what would u do if I didn't fail....?
Zoe: I don't even know. Kill myself
Me: Aaawwweeeeeeeee😍😍
No don't do that. Ur too special to just kill yourself Zoë😚😚
Zoe: That's what I'm saying to you bby😚
Me: I know...😊😊 ily
Me: But I didn't know I was that special to u......
Zoe: You're my little sister. I love you more than anything and if anything ever happened to you idk what I would do
Me: Awweeeee and ur my big sister. I don't even know what I would do if something happened to u either....it would hurt a lot because I would be loosing apart of myself. Cuz ur another part of me.
Zoe: I feel the same about you bby
There's more but I change the subject. It hurts cuz...she said all of those things and those Joey me going for a few days. And then....I came to reality. Not everything is a perfect fairytale.... I doubt she even cares.
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Teen FictionI self harm. I cut. My life is a mess. I'm never perfect enough. I'm never good enough. NEVER. And no one loves me. I had a best friend once. We were so close. I told her all of my secrets. She up and left me. And it's sad ya know? Walking by someo...
