Forced Marriage (Taetzukook fanfic)

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-Tzuyu's POV-

I woke up the next day feeling like crap

I cried myself to sleep the last night, thinking about Jungkook

You'd think I'd feel better after talking to Taehyung and hearing what Jungkook had to say, but no

His words still rang clearly in my mind

He's breaking up with you because he loves you, and needs time to think

What have I done wrong? What have I done to make him fall for Sana once again?

No matter how much he denies it, I can see it through him, and I can tell that Taehyung could as well...

I should've said 'I love you' back. That's the problem isn't it?

And why is it so hard for me?

I crawled out of bed and went to the bathroom and splashed cold water on my face to freshen myself up

I looked at myself in the mirror blankly, studying my face—Red swollen eyes, puffy face and messy hair

What even is love?

I've never even heard of the term love before I met Jungkook, let alone felt it

My parent had never cared for me when I was growing up. They never loved me, and I never loved them back

Most parents don't want their children to be sent to Korea to be a Kpop idol, but not mine. They were ecstatic when they heard the news and couldn't wait to send me away

They never cared for me and I never cared back. I was all alone

Until I met Twice, until I met Jungkook

I know the feelings I have for Jungkook is greater than just lust, I know it's love

But how can I be sure when I've never felt it before? How can I confirm it by saying the words 'I love you' when I don't even know for sure myself??

I'm messed up...

I got out of the bathroom and heard a knock on the door

"Knock knock"

I went and opened it and saw Sana standing there

Tzuyu: Why aren't you at practice?

Sana: Why aren't you at practice?

Tzuyu: Touché...

I let Sana in and closed the door. She just stared at me blankly

Tzuyu: What?

Sana: You look like shit...

Tzuyu: Are you just here to insult me or what?

Sana: *sigh* I want to talk to you, about...Jungkook

I took a deep breath

Tzuyu: What? About the fact that you used to date him, am still in love with him, and caused him to break up with me?

Sana: Wait what? He...b-broke up with you?

Tzuyu: Yeah! Cause of you!

Sana: W-why?

I sighed and plopped down on the sofa, not facing Sana

Tzuyu: You are blind if you don't see that he's falling for you again

-Sana's POV-

H-he's falling for me again?

And he broke up with Tzuyu?

What have I done...

I'm so f*cking selfish ain't I?

I knew this could've happened but I didn't stop going on 'dates' with Jungkook

And now my best friend and my ex have broken up

All because of me being too selfish...

I've really never meant for this to happen, but I've never actually thought it through had I?

What did I think would've happened?

Calling me stupid is an understatement. I'm still in love with Jungkook, I don't know how to let go and now I'm ruining his and my best friend's happiness

What did I think would happen when he texted me a few weeks back?

Or...

What did I wish to happen?

This?

Cause now that I'm living it, I realised that it is all just stupid

Loving Jungkook is not having him all to myself, it's seeing him happy...

And that's just what I failed at

Sana: I-I...

Tzuyu: What you what?

Sana: I'm sorry...

Tzuyu paused for a second, her back still facing me

Tzuyu: Are you really?

Sana: Y-

Tzuyu: If you are you would've never done this

Tzuyu then walked back into her room, leaving me standing there myself

Sana: I know...and I'm sorry...