Forced Marriage (Taetzukook fanfic)

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-Tzuyu's POV-

Me and Jungkook grabbed some food and went back to the hotel early

We went in my room and sat down on my bed. Jungkook then suddenly took my hand and looked me in the eyes

Jungkook: I'm sorry about...what happened and that we have to leave early. I should've known to follow you and stop you, but I didn't...

Tzuyu: How would you have known that Taehyung would be there? It's not your fault Kookie...

Jungkook: *sigh* But I did, I saw him when we were heading to the restaurant

Tzuyu: Hey, look at me...

Jungkook released my hands and looked away. I grabbed Jungkook's face and turned it back to face me, looking into his deep brown eyes

Tzuyu: It's ok, don't blame this on yourself please, I hate seeing you like this because of me

Jungkook placed his hand over mine this time, and kissed me on the forehead

Jungkook: And I hate seeing you like this

I gave out a little chuckle, but I don't feel anything

Not this time...

Not like how I did before when I was dating Jungkook

These kind of things always made me blush and get butterflies in my stomach

But it didn't this time

For some reasons, it disappeared...

Jungkook must've noticed cause he gave me a strange look

Jungkook: What I said was the truth Tzu

I cleared my throat and gave him a forced smile

Tzuyu: Of course Kookie

I kissed Jungkook on the tip of his nose lightly and he gave me a cheesy wide grin

Tzuyu: Stop that, you look like an idiot! *laughs*

Jungkook: You make me and idiot *chuckles*

Tzuyu: But Kookie...?

Jungkook: Hmm?

Tzuyu: Thank you so much for being here for me

Jungkook took a strand of my light brown hair and tucked it behind my right ear

Jungkook: Of course Tzu, I love you

My stomach flipped hearing him say those three words

It's not like I haven't heard Jungkook tell them to me before, it's knowing that I can't return those three words to him that hits me

Jungkook proceeded to lean in for a kiss, and almost instinctively, I backed away

Something I've never done before

Jungkook was a little took in by surprise and his cheeks immediately flushed red

Jungkook: I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that

I gave Jungkook a small smile and sighed

Tzuyu: It's just that...with what just happened with Tae...and I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong idea...an—

Jungkook cut me off mid sentence and placed his hand on my lap

Jungkook: No, I'm sorry, I get that and I shouldn't have leaned in, you're not ready to move on yet and I completely understand

I gave Jungkook a small smile and sighed

Tzuyu: Things are just so complicated right now

Jungkook: What are you going to do? I mean, you're technically still married to Taehyung...

Tzuyu: I don't know, I'll give the company a call tomorrow, but the contract is for a year, so unless they cancel it, we'll still have to put on a show for the public in the meantime, and I don't know if I can manage doing that without breaking down

Jungkook: Don't worry Tzu, I'll be by your side every step of the way, so don't you worry

I gave Jungkook a little nod and we talked for a bit more. We ended up watching a couple of movies together that night and went to sleep

I kept hoping the whole time that the heartbreak will lessen, that Jungkook will help me take my pain away and I would forget about Tae

But no, instead, it made me even more certain of my feelings for Taehyung, and I don't even know why

He has been nothing but a jerk to me, playing with me, leading me on and breaking me at the end

Jungkook on the other hand has been nothing but nice to me, so why? Why do I still think about that Goddamn Taehyung?

And why does my heart still burn so much?

Seeing him today with Jennie only convinced myself that I don't need him for one millisecond, all that is left right now is raging jealously, anger and sadness

After Jungkook left, I laid in my bed all night and cried

I couldn't break down in front of Jungkook, I couldn't let anybody know how weak I am right now because of Taehyung

It burns so much, it hurts so much...how is it even possible for someone to feel so much pain over losing someone?

Is this what love is?

Am I in love with Taehyung?

If yes then it'll explain everything

How he gives me so much happiness at some times and so much heartbreak at others

I should just forget about that jerk

But how? When it hurts so much...

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A/N: Writers block lately, and the stress was building up on me, so I took a mini break...
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