Handsome Hitman ✓ Jikook

Chapter Twenty Eight (mini chapter)

JIMIN

He didn't like me saying that though...

He stared me right back into the eye. Doing nothing but blinking as I watched his cheeks turn a bright flushed red.

"You... You what?" He whispered almost so low I didn't hear him.

"I-I wanna go back home. To my home. My p-place..." my voice shook. I couldn't say it without stuttering. I just couldn't. I was shaking too much. This defiantly wasn't that smartest thing to say to him.

"Why do you wanna go home!?, he snapped,"Do you not like me anymore?!

"-I didn't say that!", I cut off right at the very end as I pushed my hair from my eyes,"I didn't say I didn't like you anymore, I just said I want to go home. I don't want to live in this house anymore..."

He just laughed softly as he gripped at his hair. Walking in small circles and looking at me; sometimes giving me small chuckles.

"Just please Jungkook... I can't take much of this much anymore. I'm gonna go insane"

"So you lied to me mostly!?" He snapped with teary eyes. This was either going to end good or bad. We're gonna find out soon though.

I threw my hands up shaking them ,"no I never lied to you! Look I'll make a deal"

He finally stopped stomping around as he crossed his arms and stared at me. Waiting to hear this. "Well?"

Walking to him after I got up and walked towards him from the couch, made him back away. It broke my heart and my stomach turned. I kept it inside as I took a deep breath.

"Just... Just let me go home... For a week... To get collect myself again... Then... Then I can come back here... I just want a little rest... Please..." I whispered to him. It sounded like it took an hour just for me to say that. With minute pauses and more minutes of trying not to break down.

Why am I being emotional about this? Because he's upset? No that can't be the reason...

He only stared at me as he never blinked. Was he studying me? Come on Jimin you're being ridiculous.

"Well?" I smarted back in return. Like what he did to me. I needed an answer.

The only thing that happened was that he sighed. A almost loud and obnoxious sigh as he looked me in the eyes. Rubbing his head as it broke out into small nods.

"Fine. Fine... You can go back to your place for a week and... Catch a breather and stuff. Get ready and I'll drive you home" he whispered to the point I almost couldn't hear him, but I did.

I barely nodded as I went to the bedroom and make sure I wouldn't forget anything. As I was walking, I remembered. I had nothing. No clothes, no phone, no personal belongings, nothing.

I came into the living room and he glanced at me as he left through the front door. I think he knew I didn't have anything and didn't want to remind me, so he kept his mouth shut. I sighed as I went out the front door and followed him.

We both got into the car and he started it before I even got buckled up with the seat belt. He pulled from his driveway then started driving down the street. 

The car ride was so silent, so awkward. I looked over at him as we pulled to traffic lights at the color red. He almost looked like he had a soft layer of tears in his eyes. He's not crying right? That's ridiculous...

"Hey, Jungkookie..." I whispered softly as I reached over and rubbed his knee a little. It made me feel at ease when he didn't move my hand away, but he didn't smile or comfort it either. 

"What..." he mumbled in return as he pushed the hair away that hung in his eyes. The light turned green and he started to drive again as he turned.

I just kept quiet as I moved my hand. Putting them into my own lap as I looked out the side window at all the buildings passing my view. We were already almost back to my place. So he never lived that far away from where I did.

He pulled to the side of the road, literally a block from my house. Why is he stopping here? I turned to him and he wasn't even looking in my direction. 

"Jungkook... It's just gonna be a week", I reminded him as I opened the car door and pushed it open more,"Then... I'll be back. It's just gonna be a little break for me"

He let out a heavy sigh as he finally looked over at me. One hand on the wheel as he surprised me by grabbing my hand with a soft grip.

"I know, I know. I understand", he smiled which made my nerves calm down and I gave him a soft smile in return,"You just... Rest up and I'll come by after a week to check on you. I'll call you whenever I can to check up on you. Okay?"

I nodded. My smile getting bigger as I looked at his hand and used my thumb to rub his knuckles. "Bye Jungkookie"

I got my hand from his grip and got out of the car. Closing the door as I peeked back into the window as we waved at each other.

He drove away as I started to walk towards my apartment. When I unlocked the door and got inside, I grabbed my dead phone from the table. I plugged it up and as soon as it hit one percent, I turned it back on.

The screen lit and notifications, messages and missed calls came in like crazy. I ignored it all. Going straight for my contacts, and calling Taehyung.