I dedicated this chapter to Fanoflove because again the comment was amazing :). i will keep dedicating the chapters to you lovely guys/ladies. :)
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So as promised Larry will be together again so here we come Larry.! hope you enjoy.!
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"Okay then zayn tell me. I will listen just tell me. What cant you fix? What don't you have control over?" i looked at him I knew he wasn't lying he would listen. I sighed. Wait i cant. Can I?
"I promised my mom but then she doesn't deserve it. I um okay give me a minute." He nodded. I looked around the room Louis was asleep, Liam was in a different room and harry was asleep if i tell him nobody will ever know i can tell him not to tell anyone. I'm not even sure why I'm so set on telling him maybe its because i ant someone else to know someone other then Liam and harry. or maybe it was because even if i don't know him i still feel oddly connected but either way I'm going to tell him guilt free.
"Okay I have what you call multiple personality disorder." I paused and looked at him he didn't look scared or disgusted he was looking at me just like he was 5 minutes ago. so i continued." It started a long time ago. At first we all thought it was me just going through puberty. Me changing and then being myself again but we didn't see a doctor until i stopped remembering what happen that day and things like that. Turns out i was doing things I never would do. So my mom she took me to a therapist and they did test and all that and came to the conclusion that MPD is what i had." he cleared his throat i looked back at him.
"So how does it work? i mean how do you at one minute be you then the next your not?"
"Good question I'm not even sure I know, but it seems like they only come out at certain times. Micheal he comes out when he likes something or when he feels like I'm not doing a good job with something he likes So in this case I'm guessing he likes you since he came out earlier today and kissed you. sorry about that by the way. Now James hes kind of a mystery. He comes out to protect me when he feels I'm threatened and all that but he is evil, cruel, he doesn't care about anything. He is my main problem because he came out allot and he is a bully he gets me into trouble, He does things i would never do. He is mean to people well actually he is mean to everyone even Louis except Liam and harry but even they had to gain his trust. At first i understood why he came out but now i have no idea because you were no threat to me i barely know you. I'm sorry for everything i have done to you. The school thing, The killing you thing and just Everything."
"Zayn its okay. Its not really your fault. Please stop saying your sorry. Please." I didn't tell him the worst part but ill save that for the end
"Wait what did Louis have to do with anything? i thought you guys hated each other."
"I never hated him honestly but i hurt him. Well i didn't James did but i couldn't tell Louis that so i had to play the part even though it hurt me to do it."
"What did Jame's do to him?" I know him and Louis are close and i shouldn't really tell him this Louis should but i have to i told him i would tell him all of it.
"We were kind of in a relationship. We never really made anything official just kind of a sexual thing. At the time i would have loved to be his boyfriend but it never would have lasted. He isn't for me and I'm sure as hell not for him but still i wanted to at least be friends."
"I'm sorry." He sounded sad kind of helpless. Why would he want to help me? He doesn't know me and i have hurt him bad nothing can be done. Nothing can be changed i know that.
"Its not your fault."
"Okay so what about your parents? Do they know?"
"Yeah they know. My dad well he was a mean person very mean. He disappeared along time ago I'm not even sure if he is dead or alive. He owns the school though so I'm guessing he still alive i don't care though."
