I am dedicating this chapter to ZiallLover01. Ill keep dedicating to you lovely people. :)
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So sorry for the wait i like this chapter. Enjoy :)
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As soon as his lips hit mine ever worry i had about it happening disappeared. His lips were so soft it was rough kiss just a small but sweet one. It was different from when Micheal kissed me it felt different the lips didn't even feel right but right now in this moment i wouldn't ever as for anything More. As soon as he pulled away i hated for not deepening it but me and him aren't eve sure were we stand. I smiled at him.
"That was nice." He nodded.
"It was, I know we aren't sure what we are doing Niall but i just want you to know that i care about you allot. If you feel like we could never be anything more ill understand but i would still like to be your friend." I looked at him for a moment. I never thought about it all i knew was i cared and i wanted to be with him. It just feels like right now isn't right because i have to make sure I'm no danger to him. He thinks its his fault that i wont be with him because of his condition but that's not it not even close. His condition only got worse when i appeared i have to make sure I'm no danger to him before i put both of are hearts on the line because if i am dangerous to him i don't plan on sticking around. If i would admit to him my feelings and let him in all the way there would be no going back. I couldn't do that to him or me. I brought my hand to his face.
"Stop worrying, everything will be fine soon i promise."I pecked him on the lips once earning a smile. We heard the front door open.
"Niall? Zayn? we are back i got food and your guitar.!"I jumped up grabbing zayns hand.
"Come on silly there is food down there."
<<<<<<<<<NEXT DAY>>>>>>>>>>
The next morning i was awaken by Louis and harry running down the hall giggling like little girls. I smiled snuggling back into my pillow when a weight at the edge of my bed made me open my eyes.
"Zayn?"He smiled at me.
"Oh hey your already up good i was just going to, We will be leaving in an hour." His smile left his face "I mean if you still want to come." I sat up quickly.
"Of course i am, Ill be done in about ten minutes just gotta throw on some clothes." I went to stand but a sharp pain in my leg reminded me that i couldn't. "Um maybe twenty minutes, could you go tell Lou that i need help."
"I can help."I felt my face go red.
"Your going to help me get dressed?"He nodded."Okay well in that bag there is sweatpants and tshirt and all."He got up rummaging through my bag until he found what i needed. He came back over to me laying the clothes down then went into the bathroom coming back with water and pills.
"Here your going to need them with all the w'alking your going to be doing."I quickly took the pills then reached for my shirt pulling the one i had off. When it was off i caught zayns eyes traveling down my chest. I wanted to jump on him right there. but i couldn't not yet. I threw on my shirt. I hesitated awkwardly over my pants button when i heard him chuckle.
"I don't bite i promise"I smiled at him"If you want ill just go get Louis."I laughed a little I'm acting like a five year old.
"No its okay, Just never had someone as hot as you take off my pants before" I winked trying to flirt away the awkwardness but my blush betrayed me which only made him laugh harder and louder then i ever seen.
