Turtles x reader boyfriend thingies

He/you ask the other out Raph

Raphael

Raph's nervous. You've never seen him this nervous and it's making you feel nervous. Is he waiting for a fucking sneak attack or some shit?

"Okay Wtf is going on." You ask finally after the bouncing in his leg became too distracting.

Raphael jumps out of his seat like he's been poked with a hot iron. "Whaaat do you mean?"

Your eyebrow raises and you give him a look. "You've been on edge all night. Can you tell me what's up?"

"I- well... " Nervously rubbing his arm. "I wanted ta ask ya something..Errr.. "

"Ask away."

"Right. S-so Y/n." Deep breath. "Ilikeya do ya wannabemygirlfriend?" He is trying to burn a hole in the wall with his gaze when he said that, and you felt your face heat up so you switch your eyes to the ceiling. Wow this question kind of came out of nowhere. Or did it? You do feel comfortable with the hotheaded turtle and you've been having so much fun since you met him. And have you been flirting? Now you think about it you might have been flirting.

"Ah..To be honest I haven't really thought of that, bu- "

"Of course you haven't. How could I be so stupid! Why did I listen to Casey of all people?! Why would a beautiful girl like you go out with a freak!" His hands ball into fists and he starts pacing nervously. You can see he's struggling not to punch a hole in your wall to let his emotions out and inwardly thank him for his restrain.

"Woah hey you're not a freak and you're not stupid, Raph-."

"I just ruined our friendship! You must hate me, I fucked up everything with my moronic feelings!"

Raph tries to go trough a window to escape but a sudden boot in front of said window stopped him. You got your leg high enough that if he did want to, he could easily go through. You wanted to make a point, not let the guy feel like he is trapped.

"Let me finish a damn sentence Raphael. You didn't ruin anything. You were brave enough to tell me how you feel just a minute ago, so stop being chickenshit about my answer. Stop trying to escape and lets talk about this, please?"

Raphael seemed to duel in his head if he should make a run for it. His heart feels heavy and he needed some time alone, but he didn't want to look weak and run away. He already felt less angry with the knowledge that he probably hadn't destroyed this friendship yet. So he steps away from the window and gives you his attention.

"Look. First off, your feelings aren't moronic and I would never hate you for liking me, that'd be retarded since it's kind of a requirement for friendship."

Raph seemed to want to interject here but you silence him with a look.

"The reason I hadn't thought about dating is because my last relationship left me with hella trust issues and my heart a little bit fucking smashed. Kinda figured I was out of the game so to speak. But.. I am willing to try. Raph, you're the first person in a long while I actually trust. So we could go on a date, and we'll see where it goes from there?"

Woah, this..wasn't what Raphael expected. He figured she wanted to turn him down properly, maybe try and be friends until it became too awkward. But she asked for a date. She actually asked for a date! He could only stand there dumbfounded for what seemed like an eternity before stammering out

"y-yeah, okay." Finding his voice again he says with more confidence. "Yes, cool. A date is cool!"

A huge grin spreads over Raphael's face. He can't believe what he just heard moments ago, she wants to date him. him. He feels like jumping and running around from joy. Raph's blood boils at the thought of who hurt you and he had half a mind to ask you and pay them a visit. But he feels like it wouldn't be appropriate right now. He figures you'll tell him yourself or he'll ask about it later. He's got all the time in the world with you now, assuming he doesn't fuck up the date.