I think all of the four boys are really kind and good human beings.
I mean if they didn't do what they did to me maybe we could have been good friends beside Jason of course because he already was.
But that's too late.
I always think about forgiving them and start new but I just can't. It's hard.
The memories and the humiliation keeps replaying in my head every time I think about forgiving them.
Maybe they really had a reason to do it but I won't believe it nor forgive them till I hear it.
Because they broke me.
They made me the complicated and numb person I am now.
And I really miss the old me sometimes.
Even if she was weak but in the past, I could feel happiness, love, and friendship
I could trust people and enjoy life.
I was able to laugh from my heart.
I was able to cry when I wanted too.
I could able to feel things.
I could able to talk about my feelings and anything with my friends.
But now I am a closed off person that shut people out and can't take a compliment.
I am a broken mess.
And that is because of them.
I was in History class spacing out thinking about all of that stuff.
I hate history.
Its boring and makes me fall asleep.
Ughh.. finally the bell rung.
And it was lunchtime!!
I gathered all my stuff running out of the class first one, leaving Jane and Damon behind.
I was so damn hungry!
All that history shit made me starve.
While I was running through the hallway to the cafeteria I bumped into something rough making me take a step back and fall.
I guess it was someone's chest.
A hard and strong one!
That had so many abs..
"Are you okay?" A hand was helping me to stand up snapping me out of my dirty thoughts.
As I was adjusting my clothes I looked at the guy who was standing in front of me. He was tall and have a good body, a very good one!
He was wearing a red tank top that hugged his muscles perfectly and black jeans.
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