Tears of love

Chapter 3

Madilim parin ang mukha in Train habang nagda-drive patungo sa kaniyang apartment. Panay ang hingi nito  ng tawad dahil sa ginawa ng ama nito sa kaniya hanggang sa makarating sila sa kaniyang apartment

"Train, dito na ako.Drive safely"- matamlay niyang saad sa binata.Kinalas niya ang seatbelt at akmang bababa na ng pigilin siya ng binata

"Babe please forgive  me,Hindi ko inakalang magagawa ni Daddy iyon sayo,kung alam ko lang sana hindi na ako nawala sa tabi mo kanina"-ginagap nito ang kaniyang kamay at marahang hinalik-halikan

"Train, hindi mo naman kasalanan ang ginawa ng ama mo."

"But still I let him hurt you!"

"You know what Train, naiintindihan  ko naman  ang Daddy mo e. He only want what's the best for you, and he thinks that I am not that girl who deserves you. You have a secured future Train, while me, I don't know what awaits me in the near future..
Were still young Train,you're  21 and Im just 19, and I think this love that we have is just some kind of what they called puppy love..., and I guess hanggang dito na lang tayo. Im sorry"- a lone tear escaped from her eyes.Pakiramdam niya ay may kanay na pumipiga sa puso niya

Train froze and looked at her horribly.Pain is visible on his eyes and it's  beginning to glimmer like his in the verge of crying

"Goodbye"- she hurriedly run out of car with tears streaming down her face.Napahawag siya sa kaniyang labi upang mapigilan ang paghikbi.

She froze when  strong arms hugged her from behind. He held her tight as if his life depended unto it.Nagtataas baba ang dibdib ng binata at dinig niya ang impit na pag iyak nito

"No!! please don't break up with me, please don't kill me Maria.I love you!!
-garagal ang boses ba saad nito

Kumalas siya sa yakap nito at hinarap ang bibata.She cupped his face with both of her hands.Hindi na maampat ang pagtulo ng mga luha niya lalo na ng makitang  hilam ang nga mata ng binata

"Train...you know how much I love you right?, but we need this.We are not for each other Train kahit saang angulo mo tingnan.Like what your father said, you belong in an elite society, while me Im just a simple province girl who will just dirt you!!..Magkaiba tayo ng mundong gingagalawan Train!!!"- hindi niya napigil pang ang sariling sumigaw

Kontento na siya  noon sa buhay  mayroon siya, pero nagbago ang lahat
ng makilala niya si Train. Pinangarap niyang sana, ipinanganak rin siyang mayaman tulad ng iba, so that she would suit for Train, dahil magkatulad ang mundong ginagalawan nila

"Kung hindi mo kayang gumalaw sa mundong ginagalawan ko, pwes ako ang papasok sa mundo mo!!!Kaya kong talikuran ang lahat para sa iyo---

"But I don't want you to!!!Ayaw kitang ilugmok sa putik na kinasasadlakan ko!! Train...marami ka pang makikilalang mas deserving sayo, mas higit sa akin, mas angat sa akin, at mas magmamahal sayo  higit pa sa kaya kong ibigay!!"

"Hindi ko kailangan ang mas deserving, mas higit at mas angat sayo, dahil ikaw lang ang gusto ko.And I don't mind  kung malugmok pa ako sa putik na kinasasadlakan mo, as long as kasama kita!!-nagtataas baba ang dibdib nito, halos hindi na nito maimulat ang mga mata dahil sa pag iyak

"Train....., please don't make it hard for me..., don't make it hard for the both of us-

"Bullshit!! your the one who's making things complicated.I thought you love me!!"-singhal nito  sa kaniya

"I do!!I love you Train more than I love myself!"

 
"No!!You don't love me!!Because if you truly mean it, then why are you pushing me away!! If you love me, then why are you not fighting for me, why are you not fighting for us!!Maria, this was just all challenge in our relationship, pero nagsisimula palang, bumibitaw ka ba agad!!"