Insecurities

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Lyric POV
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As I was putting on my makeup I felt Clarence wrap his arms around me, kissing on my neck.

"You really finna leave me tonight." He said into my neck before sucking on it.

"Baby I'll be back before you know it. And stop before you make a mark on it."

"Why you are my property." He said smacking my ass I giggled and faced him.

"I got court tomorrow so that will be unprofessional," I said as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He picked me up and sat me on the sink.

"Baby what are you doing?"

"Making sure when you get there you wouldn't want any dick." He said as he spreads my legs open going down until...

Ding-Ding

The doorbell rang.

"Baby go get that," I said as I hop down off the sink. He left out the bathroom to go open the door as I put my makeup into my Mac bag.

As I was doing that all I heard was Keisha's mouth.

"Bitch you ready to go turn up, get drunk, and find some niggas?!" She said.

"She ain't gone be finding nothing but an ass whooping she plays with me."

Clarence said. Keisha rolled her eyes as I giggled.

"Baby I'm not, okay?" I said as I wrapped my arms around him.

"I love you."

"I love you too baby. Be good or I'm a whooping ass for real."

I nodded as I walked out of the room with Keisha. "Bitch quit lying like you not gone be twerking that ass in August."

"I ain't got no ass so what am I going to move?"

"Whatever whore."

August? I forgot he was coming. This finna be hectic.
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As we walked in all we heard was loud music and people singing. Keisha went straight to the bar as I went and found an area to stand at. I looked around, checking my surroundings.

As I was looking I saw August. He saw me and was walking towards my way.

"Wassup ma. Ian know you party."

"I don't. I'm here with a friend."

He nodded. "That's wassup."

"Loosen Up ma get a drink." He added.

I shook my head. "I got work in the morning."

"Just one glass." He said. "I'll go get it for you."
He walked away towards the bar.

Just one glass. That's all I need. I got work tomorrow and need to be alert. I saw him as he came back walking over with my glass filled with brown liquor.

"Here ya go ma."

I grabbed the glass. "Thanks," I said as I took a sip.

"So this all you are gone do?"

I looked at him confused.

"Stand and look at everybody. Come on and dance."

"No, I shouldn't." I insisted.

"Come on it ain't that bad." He said as he grabbed my hand pulling me to the floor.
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Next thing you know I was drunk. Twerking in August and everything. I could feel him grinding on me.

Soon I felt his print through his jeans. Oh my god, he was big. He turned me around and began kissing me. I hesitantly kissed Him Back. Wait what am I doing?

I pulled away quickly.

"What's the wrong ma."

"I can't do this. I got to go." I said as I walked off trying to find Keisha.

Clarence is going to kill me if he finds out.
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I stumbled in the house taking off my heels. "Babyyyyy," I yelled as my voice boomed through the House causing Clarence to come out.

"Girl what I tell you." He said as he walked downstairs to help me.

"I'm not taking her to a club anymore," Keisha said. "Take care of my bestie." She said as she walked out of the house.

"What, I just wanted to enjoy my self," I said, slurring my words.

Clarence picked me up bridal style carrying me upstairs.

"Ooh, daddy you strong," I said as I rubbed his chest in a sexual way.

Clarence POV

"I want you zaddy." She said as I laid her on the bed. I went into the bathroom and started the water for her a bath.

I knew she was going to go out and get drunk. Now I got to get her right so she won't have a hangover in the morning.

I was cut out of my thoughts by her words.

"Daddyyyyyy. Come fuck meeeee."

Oh my god. I palmed my face.
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