Insecurities

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Lyric POV
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As I looked through the menu I felt someone staring at me. I put my menu down and looked at August as he stared at me. I blushed looking down, covering my face with the menu.

"Oh my god, stop staring at me," I said giggling a little.

"I can't help it, you just look so beautiful." He said as he moved the menu from covering my face.

I blushed even harder, holding my head down so that my hair cover my face. I felt his hand rub my chin as I looked up at him. He moved my hair behind my ear and looked me in my eyes.

He licked his lips before speaking, "What I tell you bout having your head down ma?"

I just looked at him. He looked so good. It was making me melt the way he looked me in my eyes, the way he licked his lips, and the way he touched my face.

"Huh?" August asked again, referring to the question he asked before I dazed off in my own world.

"Keep my head up," I said holding my head up looking at him.

"Why?" He asked, still holding his hand under my chin, rubbing it.

"Because I'm beautiful."

"And I meant that, every word." He said as he smiled at me. I smiled back, big.

Ugh, why was he making me smile so hard? Clarence never made me smile this hard. Not even when we first got together, or start talking.
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After we finished at the restaurant we were in the car. I wasn't ready to go home yet.

"Can we go to the park, or somewhere? I'm not ready to go home yet." I said looking at him.

He glanced at me then back at the road. "Wherever you wanna go ma." He said as I smiled.
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August POV
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Lyric wanted to go somewhere else, so I decided to take her to my place, where I like to sit alone and think about things.

Once we made it I parked the car, letting my seat back some getting comfortable.

"The beach?" She said looking at me.

"Yea. This is where I like to come to think. You know get some things off my mind."

She just nodded and I looked in the sky at the stars. She let her seat back some, like me, getting comfortable.

I glanced at her hand and grabbed it, intertwining our fingers. She glanced at me then did the same.

I looked at her and smiled as she looked back at me, smiling. I glanced at her lips. They looked so good and juicy. She had on lipgloss which I hate when that shit gets on my lip.

But I want to kiss her so badly. I don't care. I leaned in as she leaned into me also. Our lips met as I began to deepen the kiss.

I felt her put her hand behind my neck as I grabbed her waist pulling her closer.

We kissed for a good couple of minutes before she pulled away.

"Damn." She said. I chuckled.

She looked at me then laughed.

"What?" I said looking at her confused.

"I got some lipgloss on your lips."  She said as I looked down trying to see my lips and wiping them.

She giggled a little and wiped the lipgloss off my lips. I smiled then looked at her.

"Why you always smiling at me?" She said smiling back.

"Cause you're beautiful," I said as she covered her face.

"Stoop." She said blushing. I chuckled.

"It's true though ma," I said rubbing her chin. I loved rubbing her chin, I don't know why.

She smiled looking at me. This girl was truly so beautiful. Honestly.
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I pulled up in front of her house putting my car park. I seen a car parked in her yard, it wasn't her car.

I heard her sigh and grab her things.

"Who is that?" I asked concerned about her safety.

"Clarence." I frowned as she turned facing me.

"You need me to handle this?" I asked unbuckling my seatbelt.

She shook her head and took off her seatbelt. I looked at her for reassurance. "It's Fine August, I enjoyed tonight." She smiled.

I smiled, "I did too."

She grabbed my face kissing me as I kissed back. She deepened the kiss with her tongue entering my mouth.

As soon we got deep into the kiss, someone knocked on the window. We broke the kiss off and looked.

Who the hell this nigga think he is knocking on my window and shit. She let down her window.

"Clarence what the hell." She said frustrated. He frowned and looked at me. I frowned back at him.

"May we help you?" I said and Lyric looked at me. I just sat back. I knew she didn't want me to say anything, but this nigga think he doing something, he got the right one.

She got out of the car and closed the door.

"Baby, you good?" I asked, trying to piss him off. She looked at me and nod, smiling at me.

I smiled back. "See you tomorrow ma," I said biting my lip.

"Nigga quit flirting with my damn girl!" He said mad.

"I'm not your girl Clarence." She said.

"Exactly, she ain't your girl nigga."

"August please." She said looking at me. I just put the car in drive. "See You Later ma," I said as I drove off.

That nigga got another thing coming.
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