Insecurities

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Lyric POV
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"Clarence you need to leave. You're the one who broke it off with me." I said getting frustrated as I looked for my keys in my purse.

He sat there looking at me for a minute.

"I know and I regret it. I do."

I finally found my keys and unlocked my door walking in. I turned around at the door and looked at him.

"I'm sorry but August and I have something good going and I'm not about to let you destroy that again," I said about the close my door until his foot stopped it.

"Clarence you need to leave," I said getting upset.

I felt him pushed me back in the house as he slammed my door shut. My heart started racing. I have never seen Clarence like this and I didn't want to.

He grabbed my throat pulling me to him as he looked me in my eyes and I looked back.

"I'm not playing Lyric. I miss you." He said as he looked at my lips and leaned in.

I hesitated but I turned my head and pushed him. "Get off me, Clarence. I'm serious get out before I call August."

"What his bitch ass gone do?! He just gone leave you! You ain't got shit don't anybody fucking wants you but for me! Can't nobody do you better than me!" He yelled as I looked down.

This is why I am so insecure about myself. Clarence never did the things that August does to me.

"You need to leave Clarence," I said as I grabbed my purse and pulled out my phone walking upstairs.
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I heard a knock on the door as I got up and went downstairs. I looked around for Clarence to see that he was gone.

I opened the door to see August standing there. I hugged him tightly. I felt safe in his arms as he hugged me back.

"What happened ma? Where he at?" He asked looking down at me. I pulled away from the hug and looked at August.

"I don't know. I told him to leave and then he came upstairs with me and.." I stopped and looked down. "He never did this before. I was scarred of August."

"What he do ma? Tell me." He said getting frustrated.

I lifted up the big shirt I was wearing showing him the bruises Clarence just put on me. I lifted my head up showing him the bruise around my neck.

I began to tear up as I opened my mouth about to speak. Nothing could come out. I just began to bald my eyes out as I hugged August tight.

He hugged me back tightening his grip. I felt so comfortable crying in front of him. He gripped me as if he felt sorry for me.

August POV
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I knew I shouldn't have left her here by herself. I had a gut feeling something would go wrong. But she said she had it and she didn't.

Why am I gassing so much over this girl? I never did any of this for a woman other than my mama.

"Can we go upstairs?" She said looking up at me. I nodded and picked her up.

She wrapped her arms and legs around me and laid her head on my shoulder. I walked upstairs rubbing her back as I entered the room I closed the door.
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We were laying in bed watching a movie. We talked and laugh just trying to get everything off her mind.

She told me how he always talked down on her and everything. It made me think, I will never do a girl that I love that. Never.

"What you thinking about?" She asked looking at me chuckling. I chuckled and shook my head.

"Nothing ma." She Smiled and rubbed my chest. I rubbed her chin and lifted her face and leaned in kissing her.

She kissed back climbing on top of me. I adjust my hand around her waist as I slid them down to grip her ass.

She was making a nigga rock hard I'm not gone lie. And I know she felt it, because she started grinding on me. I gripped her boobs and pulled away from the kiss taking her shirt off.

She stopped me. "Wassup ma." She looked at me. "Do I have to take my shirt off?" She asked adjusting her shirt.

He must've made her feel insecure about her body. "Yea ma I wanna see every part of your beauty," I said rubbing her side. "I'm not gone judge you." She nodded and slowly took her shirt off.

I admired her body and flipped her over so that I was on top. I kissed her breasts and went down to her stomach. I looked up at her and removed her panties.

I lifted up and kissed her once again as she kissed back. I went back down and spread her legs ready to please her in every kind of way.
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