Ch.23

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Jake POV
I fucked up. I told Alissa to leave and never talked to me and I went back home. I walked into my room and found a Erika with really puffy red eyes.
Jake Sat beside Erika and cried.
Erika:please leave.
Jake:I'm really sorry Erika. I was really drunk.
Erika:jake it's okay. I'm not your problem we broke up.
Jake:I don't want to be broken up. I want you to be my problem. Erika I wake up every morning with your image in my mind. I fall asleep with your image in my mind. All day I think about you. I never want to loose you. I thought you didn't love me anymore so I got super drunk and I was gonna kill myself. Here are the pills I bought. Alissa walked up and she was just a blob and I was to busy thinking about you that she looked like you and sounded like you. I'm so sorry. I love you more than anything in this world. I need you. I almost killed myself.
Erika:I don't know jake.
Jake:well then can I have my pills back.
Erika:why.
Jake:so I can take them.
Erika:no jake.
Jake:if you don't want to be with me I don't want to be alive.
Erika:jake please stop saying that.
Jake:no I love you to much.
Erika:I love you too but I just want to be alone right now.
Jake:um okay bye.
Jake walks out crying and sits on the floor in Erika's old room and cries. He ends up crying all night not falling asleep until about 8:00. Anthony walked in and woke him up.
Anthony:dude wake up its 10:00.
Jake:let me sleep I like just fell asleep at 8:00.
Anthony:I'm sorry go back to sleep.
Jake:okay
Jake layed on the floor and fell back asleep.
2 hours later.
Erika walked downstairs
Erika:does anyone know where Jake is.
Anthony:ya he is asleep in your room he said he had just fell asleep at 8:00.
Erika:oh okay.
Erika walked back upstairs and to her room. As soon as she walked in it felt sad. She looked around then saw jake laying there on the ground with red puffy eyes, just sleeping. She closed the door and sat down across from Jake.
4 hours later.
Jake slowly woke up but turned the other way. He just started to tear up and quietly cry.
Jake:why are you such a fuck up. You ruin everything in your life that's good.
Erika:you don't ruin everything and your not a fuck up.
Jake:oh how long have you been here.
Erika:4 hours.
Jake:why.
Erika:I need to talk to you.
Jake:okay.
Jake Sat up against the wall.
Erika:I want to get back together
Jake:you don't have to do this to make me stop crying I want you to actually love me not something else.
Erika:I do I was thinking about everything you said. And I do love you I love you a lot.
Jake:um okay.
Erika Sat by Jake and put her hand on his leg and he jumped a little. Jake just started at his hands until Erika cupped his chin and pulled his face to hers and kissed him. Jake was startled but after a few seconds he kissed back. Erika pulled away and rested her forehead on Jakes forehead.
Erika:I love you.
Jake:I love you too.
Erika turned and sat up. Jake layed down on her lap while she messed with his hair and fell asleep.
Erika POV
I looked down and saw jake sleeping. He was so cute when he slept. I felt bad for him. Yes I was sad because I caught another girl in his bed but I had just broken up with him and he was drunk. Also I've done more bad shit while we were together. I forgot about Jake for AJ I kissed Blake. I broke Jakes heart because I told him I liked him then just went with Blake. I looked down and he was shaking.
Jake POV
I kept on seeing me cheating on Erika. I know we weren't together but I felt bad. I started to shake, then I shot up. I didn't even know I was crying. I just balled up and stared at the wall.
Erika:jake
Jake:......
Erika:jakey please say something
Jake:I'm sorry *crying*
Erika:for what
Jake:I'm so sorry*crying*
Erika:jake what are you talking about.
Jake:I'm sorry I slept with her I was drunk *crying*
Erika:it's fine jake.
Jake:no it's not we had just broke up.
Erika:jake I did more to you when we were together. Are you talking to her or hooking up with her anymore.
Jake:no.
Erika:then I don't care.
Jake:okay
Jake layed back down still crying.
Erika:please stop crying I hate when you cry.
Jake:I'm that ugly of a crier *laughs*
Erika:no your beautiful when you do anything. It's just it makes me want to cry.
Jake:please don't cry.
Erika:what am I an ugly crier.
Jake Sat up and layed Erika on the ground and got on top of her.
Jake:your never ugly.
Erika stared into Jakes eyes and then started to kiss him. It turned into a make out.

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