Ian's Pov
" I like him Ian, I like him a lot" The words left her mouth but my brain is blocking the sentence i just heard from processing
"W-what?" I said speechless even though i felt that was coming from the way she is hesitating in choosing words
She left her head up " Yes Ian I like him I don't know when or how but it just happened " she answered like she is talking about something silly
"What do you mean it just happened ha ?!" I said my expression and my tone going harsh while walking towards the bed "You want me to accept this like oh Ian it's a fact there's nothing to do about it, Are you kidding?"
"IAN DON'T TALK TO ME THIS WAY" She raised her voice standing up
"YOU WANT ME TO HEAR THIS AND ACT COOL MOON I'M TELLING YOU THEY'RE GONNA RUIN YOUR LIFE AND YOU'RE SAYING YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH THE WORST ONE OF THEM" I yelled tugging trough my hair
"Ian don't yell my parents are downstairs " she said in a warning tone frowning her eyebrows
"You are driving me nuts" I said rolling my eyes
"Why do you care that much Ian all I'm saying that I feel something for him and it's been two months in school and I didn't see anything bad from him stop being stubborn Ian or are you just being selfish? " I can't believe I'm hearing this from her I couldn't open my mouth but I looked at her in disappointment
I walked too close to her "Selfish? If I'm selfish I would have chosen a judgment for my own good..but I didn't "
"I didn't mean it this way but Ian just understand all I'm asking for is a quiet peaceful year and every time I try to achieve I fail because of you and Damien just try to accept him"
I glanced at her and walked over to the door " By loving Damien, Your imagination peaceful year will turn to a fu**ing hell..I'm gonna leave cause if I stayed here longer I won't be able to control myself anymore" As I finished I closed the door without looking at her then headed downstairs and left the house
"I can't believe this no I can't what is happening what the f*ck is happening in this head of yours mo-" As I was talking to myself I stopped when my eyes landed on my hand as I was grabbing the keys..my hand is bleeding from the way I was tightening it my nails shoved into my balm I didn't even realize I was tightening my fist again
"What the hell is happening to me?"
.....I'm driving back home but my mind is driving me crazy the overthinking sucks, Can this day get any worse?...I parked the car and got out
"Oh god it can " I whispered to myself referring to the least person I want to see right now sitting on my step
"I was waiting for a show up like this" I rolled my eyes and leaned on the car's door
"You better get used to it " He stood up and walked towards me
"What, you can't stay away from me Damien?..oh wait wait are you a secret crush? " I smiled sarcastically
"Do you have the temper to even say jokes"
"Don't you?" I hissed trying my best not to lose control or tight my fist
"No, I'm not" He walked closer "I'm gonna say it once tomorrow you will change the judgment" he said in a warning tone
"Make me" I stepped closer
He suddenly grabbed my collar "You're gonna do it whether you like it or not "
"You're afraid of me aren't you!" I smiled looking down his face
"Ha in your dreams" He said letting go of me
"Listen carefully taking back or changing the judgment will never gonna happen and you will stay away from Moon end of this unwanted discussion" I said walking past him to open my door
"You're gonna regret this Ian badly remember that you started it "
"Yes I started everything I'm the devil" I said opening the door
"Sleep well" I said giving him a nice middle finger before slamming the door
I don't know how I control myself around him
"I want to punch him so bad " I whispered"Punch who Ian" Nan's voice snapped me out
"Punch myself for not turning on the lights you scared the hell out of me " I said and she laughed
"Why are you sitting in the dark alone on a leather chair ?.. is it Halloween?"
"Don't try to make jokes I know you're upset " She knows me better
"And how did you know?"
"I just know, but I'm happy that you're home I didn't see you all day " she said and I walked over to her chair and kneel down in front of her
"I know it's not my habit but it was out of my hands " I said and kissed her forehead
"I'm okay with it you have to live your teenage life as you like and about the thing that makes you upset I want you to know nothing lasts forever everything eventually will be better " she said and I smiled
"I'll sleep "I said standing up
"Good night"
"Night" I ran upstairs and dialed Em's number I have to talk to someone about what happened
"Em"
"Ian you still remember I exist"
"Don't be dramatic I left you 5 hours ago"
"Convinced me "
"Now listen"
....I told her everything happened but she is keeping asking questions, her mood changed 360 degrees out of nowhere
"So what are you gonna do with her now?" She asked
"I don't know Em why am I calling you then and wait why are you saying you?? You mean we "
"No I mean you"
"I don't get it" I said in confusion
"Why are you so angry Ian she loves him and he treats her nice can't you see?"
"No no no, what are you seriously saying?" I hissed
"Are you losing your mind you know them" I added
"Ian I know them but also I know you why are you caring so much that you put yourself in danger "
"Because she's my best friend Em she's our best friend why are you so cold"
"No Ian not only this" she said coldly what is wrong with her?
"What are you referring to?" I asked honestly knowing the answer already
"You know" She said and I stayed silent
"I know it...you like he-" I interrupted
"I love her" I heard her taking a breath then silence
"Hello??"
"Emily?" She hung up
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ME, HER AND THE PURGE
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