Lonely

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Demi

I sat beside Wilmer and looked to him "Y-You can go first if you want" I said nervously. I was fidgeting a bit my hands shaking as I saw how quickly his demeaner changed. He looked up to me as he messed with his fingers nervously whatever he had to say was eating away at him. He cleared his throat and looked around before he took a deep breath. "You know my secretary....Kayla?" I nodded slowly "Yeah...." I said raising my eyebrow suspiciously. "I-I um I slept with her...a few times.." he said softly.

My heart broke into a million pieces the tears welling in my eyes as I got up I was hurt but I could feel the anger in me rising, my blood boiling. "You what? You cheated on me with your secretary?!" my voice began to raise in anger. Wilmer reached for my hand "Baby let me explain please" I yanked my arm away before he could grab it. "D-DON'T TOUCH ME I'M NOT YOUR BABY I'M NOTHING TO YOU NOW!"I yelled as I ran to the bathroom he wasn't far behind but I slammed the door in his face. "Demi please let me explain it" He said. "W-what is there to explain Wilmer?! You slept with your secretary while I'm a faithful, loving wife who is trying her hardest to make you happy by pushing her career....no her dream aside and you have the audacity to fuck another woman?!" my voice was breaking along with my heart I couldn't breathe I felt a panic attack coming on the shirt I was wearing suddenly feeling like it was suffocating me. I trembled as I ripped it off remaining in my sports bra and shorts.

"Hermosa please open the door...please I know you're panicking and you need help calming down..." he said softly. I knew he was right he was the only one who knew exactly what to do to calm me but I was angry unable to breathe. But if I didn't let him in I wouldn't calm down. I hesitantly opened the door letting him in as I sat by the tub. He walked in and sat beside me wrapping his arms around holding me tightly "Shh it's okay everything is gonna be okay" he whispers. My breathing slowed feeling his hand trace patterns on my back lightly. I cried and cried until I couldn't anymore. Until I wore myself out and fell asleep

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Wilmer

I sat holding my wife wo was so broken because of me. You could see where her tears stained her cheeks and it broke my heart. I broke her, I'd never forgive myself for it, the way her eyes widened and the way she sobbed when I told her will haunt me forever. She was right, she was good to me she loved me more than anything else. She put her career on hold for me to be a house wife and I took her for granted. I let the tears fall silently as I held her and could feel sleep coming because I hadn't slept well last night trying to think of when to tell her and play out all the scenarios in my head.

I took another look at her and ran my fingers through her beautiful long brown hair and leaned down kissing her forehead lightly. "I'm so sorry baby.." I said into her ear and pulled closer afraid that if I let go she would disappear. I leaned my head back against the tub and absentmindedly ran my fingers through her hair replaying everything, the day I met her, the day I asked her to marry me, the day she walked down the aisle looking so so gorgeous in her white gown as I cried seeing her on her fathers arm. But the thing I replayed most were the vows.

Til death do us part

Through sickness and in health

Forever and always

You and only you....

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Demi

I woke up entangled in Wilmer's arms and smiled until I remembered why we were here in the first place. I looked up and saw him sleeping his mouth slightly open snoring lightly. I slowly removed his arms stopping when he would move in his sleep, once I was finally free I went getting dressed and tossed the stick I had in the trash before grabbing my keys and heading to the studio, I left in a hurry afraid he would wake up and chase after me. The memories flashing through my head.

I was his tutor in college when he was failing history, things developed from there. We went on a few dates and after about five he asked me to be his girlfriend which was a surprise since I was a nobody and he was the star baseball player. We dated for four years before he asked my mom and Eddie if he could marry me. The day I married him was the best day of my life....he was my best friend, he had helped me through so much, my addiction, my eating disorder....everything. But now, I couldn't face him not calmly I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks but quickly wiped them away as I pulled up to the studio. I took a look in the mirror and sighed as I got out of the car heading inside to record more songs for my album.

When I walked in I was greeted by my assistant and best friend Marissa. "Hey Dems....Oh are you alright you look upset?" She asked looking at me concern filling her eyes. I just nodded "What's the schedule for today?" I asked trying to change the subject. She frowned when I didn't tell her. "Um well you're scheduled to be in the studio for awhile, then a lunch meeting with Richard about the tour dates and then rehearsal for the show next week." she continued as we walked to the recording room. I nodded "Sounds great I'll go talk to Amy tell her I'm ready to start recording." I say going to find her. I could hear Marissa sigh as she walked away but right now if I talked about what happened I'd never get through the day.

I recorded a few songs including the one I wrote last night. Amy smiled as I sat the headphones down and walked out of the booth. "That was one of your best sessions Dem! The emotion was so raw, so intense keep it up!" She smiled and clapped a bit. I nodded and walked out to find Marissa standing there "Wilmer has been calling none stop he said it's important.." She said handing me my phone which had a lot of text messages all from Wilmer. I sighed and shook my head. "I don't want to talk to him." I stated simply walking down the hall. " Demi...he said he found it....your pregnancy test..." I froze in my tracks my eyes widening as I turned to her swallowing the lump in my throat.

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Sorry for the cliffhanger but I got to keep you guys hanging onto the edge of your seats.