Lonely

5

TRIGGER WARNING THIS CHAPTER WILL CONTAIN MENTIONS OF SELF HARM❗️⚠️
Wilmer
It's been almost two weeks since Demi was in the car accident that nearly took her life faster then any drug could. She's in a medically induced coma they had to induce one because she wouldn't calm down long enough for them to do anything to help her. I hadn't left her side since the night I got here, I showered here and had friends bring me clothes or grab me food. I feel like this is my fault if I hadn't of said what I did she wouldn't of stormed out, she would've stayed home safe and sound from the world. It was a drunk driver who hit her they had been out clubbing all night and got behind the wheel hitting her head on. They hurt my girl and it was all my fault. I was currently sitting beside her holding her left hand looking at the wedding band on her finger. Her hand still had bruises and cuts from where they pulled shards of glass out of.

"I'm so sorry Hermosa I never meant for any of this, I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to make you hate me and I definitely didn't mean what I said baby. I was upset and it wasn't right that I said something about you that I knew you were insecure about I was a complete dick and I don't deserve you . It's my fault you're here and it's my fault you're gonna be in pain when you wake up" I whispered tears streaming down my face hitting her bed sheets. I had done nothing but hurt her lately and I couldn't forgive myself. Truth be told the reason I was showering her with gifts and smothering her wasn't just because I was making a last effort but because I'm scared that if I give her too much space she will leave me. She doesn't have a reason to stay not anymore. I had done more harm then good and we both knew that.

I felt my eyes getting heavy as my head began to bob off I hadn't slept good the night before because she wasn't doing well her heart rate kept skyrocketing then crashing so I stayed up even after they got her to calm down just to be sure I didn't miss anything and to make sure she would survive the night. Before long everything went black and I drifted off to sleep.

*WILMERS DREAM*

I sat on a beach with Demi wading in the water it being up high enough to reach her thighs. The smell of salty ocean and coconuts filled the air as the breeze began to blow making her dark long hair move from its original spot on her shoulders. I smiled as I watched her giggle at the fish swimming around her feet. "Babe you have to come here and look at these fish they are so cute! They keep nibbling at my toes" she squeaked sounding absolutely adorable. I chuckled as I slowly got up walking into the water slowly it wasn't cold but it was a temperature change compared to the warm sand I had been sitting on previously. I stood next to her looking down at the brightly colored fish that swam around her feet. "I think they like you Hermosa" I said wrapping my arm around her waist she leaned into me as almost an instinct that she didn't even have to think of anymore. I grinned mischievously and picked her up making her squeal "Wilmer Eduardo Valderrama don't you dare!" She said kicking her legs. I only laughed and tossed her aside making a splash as her body hit the water. I was laughing hysterically when she came up from underneath the water her hair in her face a cute but angry look on her face. "I'm gonna kill you Wil!" She said swimming over to me as I tried to swim away. She splashed at me making me put my hands up to block the water from hitting me in the face. I splashed back and we ended up entangled in each other's arms my hands on her waist hers around my neck. "I love you Demi...I always will" I spoke softly as I stared into her chocolate brown puppy dog like eyes. Her smile only widened "I love you too Wilmer...forever and always I'll never leave you I promise.." she said leaning up to peck my lips

*END OF DREAM*

I woke up to Demi choking and gasping for air as she thrashed around her bed frightened. The tube down her throat not helping the situation. I sat up grabbing her hand as I hit the nurse button. "Demi it's okay calm down I'm right here shh Hermosa you're going to hurt yourself please just relax for me" I spoke in a calm voice the one I used when she was having a panic attack. She looked at me her eyes wide in fear but she soon calmed down as the nurses came in taking the tube out of her mouth she coughed some as one nurse gave her some water to help. Once she was settled they exited the room leaving us alone once again.
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Demi
I woke up feeling like I was choking to death the last thing I remembered was headlights. I looked to my left seeing Wilmer telling me to keep calm that everything was okay. I was more confused then anything but I listened and let the nurses come and pick at me taking the contraption out of my mouth. I coughed my throat feeling more dry then Arizona. I took a sip of water feeling it course through my bloodstream meaning I was dehydrated. How long had I been here? I looked around the room before putting the glass of water aside, my eyes landing on Wilmer "what happened?" I asked him beginning to gather the pieces but I wanted to make sure I was right and not making assumptions. "When you left the house a drunk driver hit you on the freeway it was a bad accident and they said you're lucky to be alive let alone have as few injuries as you do. " Wilmer told me as he sat back beside me he looked like shit by the big bags under his eyes and how shaggy his hair had gotten I'd say he hadn't slept much. "How long have I been here?" I asked another question "two weeks they had to fix your ribs and it was a pretty gruesome surgery." He said yawning softly.