Stiles x Reader

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DISCLAIMER:SOME READERS MAY FIND THIS CHAPTER TRIGGERING/DISTURBING... READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED

I put my pen down and looked at my stack of letters...Am I really gonna do this?

I got up feeling my heart fall deep down I walked down stairs and looked at everything closely I skipped going by car becouse I wanted to see everything one last time....I walked slowly just taking it all in... feeling Everything....every breath....every step.... every smell....I felt the warm sun on my skin...I heard the sprinklers going,the bird's singing....the world going by,not even knowing what's about to happen....care free

I finally reached the hospital and I walked in and saw mum on the front desk 'hey mum I....' I started but she cut me off 'not now sweetheart' she said not even noticing I'm not a school I smiled and walked straight past her....

I walked into a empty patients room and saw a couple of bottles of pills...

I grabbed the pills and put them into my bag and walked out of the room...still nobody noticing me...'goodbye mum' I said and she waved without looking up and I smiled sadly and looked at her one last time before leaving for the school

I went up to the school and the bell just rang meaning everyone just went to class

I walked up to Mia and Tara's locker's fist...I pushed the letter in and took a deep breath with the reality of the situation killing me....I then walked to Lydia's and pushed it thew the craks and backed away with misty eyes

I walked to Isaac's and pushed it threw just like I did with the rest...I then held the last two letters in my shaking hands...I walked to Scott's first dreading it almost...I pushed it in before I had a chance to overthinking it.... I then went to the final one....the one that started it all....'Stiles' I said under my shaky breath I pushed it in and felt the boiling tears burn my cheeks for the hundredth time

I then walked home and sat on my bed....I took the letter for my mum and put It on her bed...
I then went to my vanity setup thing and started taking off my makeup... I'm done pretending,I looked at myself,my eye's red and my face wet...my hair the usual curly and my nails medium length... I bent down and hugged Blizzard one more time 'I love you....bye baby' I said kissing and hugging him tightly, I left him in my room closing the door behind me not letting him out... I went to my bathroom and sat on my bathtub I took the bottle of pill's and looked at them and I stated to cry....I sat there with them in my hads just crying..... alone....

Allison's POV

I had the perfect idea 'hey Lydia!....We can frame them' I said brightly 'how?' She asked interested 'well we can just ask why there's doing this and film them saying it' I said and Lydia had a spark in her eye 'okey...get redy' Lydia told me and I smiled and nodded and she turned towards the detection of Tara and Mia

'Hey!...Mia!,Tara!....come over here!' she shouted and They shared a weird look but came over 'what?' Tara asked almost Irritated and I put my phone on record 'why are you doing this to Y/N?' Lydia asked 'becouse........and that's why' (sorry I can't be bothered typing everything but you know if you read the previous chapters) 'that's a stupid reason' Lydia said 'wait...so that means you don't actually like Scott,Stiles or Isaac?' I asked 'what Ew no...I can actually go as far as to say we hate them...theyre SOOOOO annoying,were just doing this to fuck with Y/N ' Mia said and Tara agreed 'the funny and pathetic thing about this whole thing is that Y/N actually REALLY loves Stiles,Scott and Issac but they're so fucking stupid they're WAY too blind to see that she's been protecting them and  trying to tell them from the day we arrived....We joke about it a the time....its fucking hilarious when you think about it actually' Tara said  while laughing and Mia laughed with her 'you're disgusting ' I said and Mia grinned evily 'oh well....we try' Tara said proudly and the bell rang 'bye' Mia said rudely and they walked away

I turned to Lydia and we both had the same smile 'well...that was easier than I thought' I said and Lydia laughed  but then the warning bell rang 'ok we'll show them during break' Lydia said and I nodded....  

Conveniently enough today Scott Stiles,Isaac and Lydia were all in my class so I thought I should just tell them to meet me after class but someone barged in to class 'Mia?' I said quietly but noticed her face laced with tears and Tara was behind her...Scott and Stiles immediately ran up to them what's wrong 'Allison, Lydia,Issac,Scott and Stiles run to your locker's NOW!' Tara said panicked 'hod on just one se....' The teacher said but Mia cut her off 'It's Y/N' She said and with no hesitation we literally jumped out of our seats

'what happened?' Scott asked Mia but she was in such panic she couldn't answer 'we didn't mean for it to go this far' Tara said threw hard breats but there was nothing in my locker so I turned to Lydia and she had a letter and her eye's were wet of tears 'oh my god....Alli come' She said her voice cracking and shaking and I ran to her and looked at the letter....

My heart broke into a thousand peace's 'She's gonna kill herself' I said looking at Scott,Issac and Stiles who were frozen in shock

Stiles looked at me and then at Tara and Mia 'what have you done' He said Anger,Pain and disappointment lacing each word and he sprinted out of the school and jumped in his car...

'Mia give me your key's' Scott said and Mia looked at him hesitantly 'give me your FUCKING KEYS!' He screamed and shw gave it to him 'im so sorry' she said but he looked disgusted 'just leave... you've done enough' Scott said and grabbed my hand

Issac,Lydia,Scott and I ran to her car jumping in 'what have I done' I heard Scott whisper while thumbing with the key's

End Of Allison's POV

Stiles POV

How could I be so stupid.... I was so stubborn,blind.......I'M SO FUCKING STUPID!

My heart was racing and I was crying intensely I could hear her voice saying every word but I couldn't think about that now because I could see her house in the distance I sped to it and jumped out sprinting to her house bursting open and hearing Blizzard bark at the sudden noise

I ran up the stairs slamming all the doors open 'Y/N?!' I shouted but no reply 'Y/N!?' I shouted running into her room....but then I heard something fall.... in the bathroom  'Y/N?!'

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Damn.... your still on a cliffhanger uuuuuuu (omg you people are gonna fucking kill me.... sorry 😂)

I just want to say...

PLEASE  don't correct my grammar....I feel terrible becouse of something I can't help...like I said a thousand times I am dyslexic and foreign those two things do not mix at all....

I really am sorry if it ruins your reading experience or something like that but I really can't help it and I'm so sorry

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