Stiles x Reader

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'what?' I asked looking at a sad Stiles 'don't you ever fucking do that again!' Scott piped in 'sorry damn' I said with an attitude 'sorry won't fix what you did Y/N' Issac said and anger washed over me 'well it will have too!.... Sorry I was too fucking depressed to handle myself!....Sorry I had to watch you break my heart EVERY fucking day Stiles.... Sorry I had to watch two girl's fucking over one of the three most important people in my life!.... Sorry me failing to kill myself was just too difficult for you to handle!' I said angrily but every word was obviously coated in thick layer or pain which woke up everyone who was still sleeping 'Y/N I didn't mean....' Stiles started but I cut him off 'You never mean anything do you?' I said as a question but more as a statement he just looked at me sadly 'you know I was finnaly at peace with you lot for the first time in a long time and you go and fuck that up too....why do you do this to me every time?....do you want to hurt me?' I said looking from Scott to Stiles to Issac to Allison and Finnaly to Lydia

'N/N Ofcourse not we love you...' Allison started but I cut her off 'do you tho?' I said sadly at her 'Y/N STOP!' Mum shouted out of nowhere looking at me 'How can you even say that!?' She shouted again and Everyone looked shocked like they weren't expecting that 'Y/N If we didn't love you we would have left you to die' Lydia said 'I wish you just did' I said underneath my breath forgetting Scott could hear 'Stop!.... Please just stop!' Scott said tears falling from his eyes 'Please...' he whispered under his shaking breath

'I can't stop until you do' I said hot tears welling up in my E/C eyes and falling one by one down my pale face 'Were sorry for everything.... for not listening to you when you were obviously hurting...... I'M sorry for leaving you' Allison said 'I'm sorry for being a dick to you when you didn't deserve it...I was always just jelous' Lydia said sincerely 'Im sorry for leaving you when you needed me most' Issac said sadly 'Im sorry for being a shit brother and a terrible person all together....I should have believed you N/N' Scott said even sadder 'I'm sorry for not listening,for being aggressive,for hurting you,for EVERYTHING I've ever done...I love you Y/N' Stiles said very sadly

'the sad thing is that all of you are only doing this out of guilt....I needed to almost die for you to realise thing's that you should have known earlier' I said sadly and nobody answered just silence for a few long moments

'Y/N...my mum once told me "we can complain that rose's have thorn's or we can rejoice that thorn bushes have rose's"..... maby you should be happy that they actually saw the truth... that they realised how incredibly special you are....how important you actually are too everyone here...Y/N we need you here.... there can only be one Y/N McCall' Mum said and she was right... she's completely right....Why is she always right! (My mum actually told me this and I really loved it so I hope you do too)

I looked at everyone and there was silence hot tears still falling down my face and I with no word's spoken just a little smile creeping up on my lips opened my arm's for a hug and I've never heard such sincronised sighs of relief in my life cousing me to giggle and Everyone smiled and quickly came and hugged me tightly and I felt at peace again.... honestly I'm shocked who would have thought I would have won.... finnaly

We were all hughing,smiling and talking until the door opened....my smile instantly dropped when I saw who was there 'Hey N/N...' Mia and Tara said while walking in slowly with sad puppy dog smile's on "oh no they fucking didn't.."

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Hey!So I just came to London so sorry my chapter is a day late... our flight was at 4 in the morning so I didn't really have time to upload and I had no internet until now so sozzzz (sorry 😂)

I hope you liked this chapter it's a bit happier... I guess if you it that way ahaha

And mostly Thank you all for all the lovely comments they're mostly positive and that warms my heart truly you are soooo sweet 💛....  But don't get me wrong I'm fine with the positive criticism just the spelling shit fucking kills me so stop plz I've mentioned this a couple hundred time's and I'd HIGHLY appreciate it If you'd stop....thanks❤

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