bad boy

33

Wednesday

First period: chemistry... also means I have to see Jessie. I'll just ask if I can change place. Taylor is in my class so maybe I could ask if I could sit beside her.

Ethan didn't show up to school yesterday either. I wasn't ready to see him so I was kinda glad but I was worried. I asked Gray how E was doing and he told me that he won't leave his room.

I drive to school with Maddy and we go to her locker at first and after at mine. The bell ring and she wishes me good luck. I find Taylor and we walk together.

We get in the class and I ask Mr. Anderson of I can go sit beside Taylor and he says no. He says that we need to concentrate because it's the last week of high school and that we really need to be at our 100%.

I totally understand what he means but how can I concentrate when I'm sitting beside the girl that my boyfriend cheated on me with?

I look over to my place and I don't see Jessie so I have like 2 minutes to calm myself. I go sit and 1 minute later Jessie comes in the door. I take a deep breathe and open my book to start the lesson.

Jessie walks slowly to our place. She put her books on the desk and sits down.

"Hi." She says almost whispering.

I don't answer.

"Look, I know that you're mad at me right now but at least let me expl..." I cut her off.

"Stop. I don't want to talk to you. I thought we were friends. I thought I could trust you. Obviously, I was wrong." I say taking my books and leaving the classroom.

But before I could get out, Mr. Anderson asks me:

"Where are you going, Miss Walker?"

"I forgot I have an appointment at the doctor. My mom is going to send you an email." I say leaving before he could say anything else.

I walk in the hallways and turn the corner. I see someone leaned against a locker on the ground. I walk closer and see that that person is in front of my locker. I squint my eyes to see who it is and I see... Oh no. Please no. It's Ethan.

Ethan's POV

I really didn't want to go to school I knew I would see Lexie and that she would ignore me if I wanted to talk to her so that's why I didn't go the past two days.

But I knew that I had to go today. I got into the school a little late so I decided to skip the first period. If I would have been to my first period I would've been late and the teacher would ask me questions and I really don't feel like being the center of attention.

I walk to my locker and put my bag in it. I close it and I walk across the school. I arrive in front of Lexie's locker. I sigh. I sit down and put the hood of my black sweatshirt on and lean my head on her locker.

Many thoughts are going through my head. What have I done? How am I going to explain to Lex what happened if I don't even know it? I don't even know how it all happened.

*flashback*

I went to the party with Gray, Madison, Taylor, Kelly, and Theo. We had fun for like 15 minutes dancing, laughing, and they were drinking but I don't like drinking so I just took a red solo cup and put water in it. I drink like 5 glasses of water so I had to go to the bathroom so I went upstairs.

I did what I had to do and I went to wash my hands and I put water all over my shirt.

"fuck." I say looking at my shirt in the mirror.

I guess Dylan wouldn't mind if I borrow him a shirt. I get out of the bathroom and go into his room. Luckily, no one was in there doing... things. I open his closet and take a shirt. I take off my shirt and just before I could put Dylan's shirt on, I heard:

"Damn I missed seeing that hot body."

I don't even have to turn around to know who it is. Jessie. I put the shirt on quickly and turn around.

"Aw. I liked it better when you didn't have your shirt on." She says putting a finger on my chest. I can smell the alcohol from her mouth.

"Jessie, what are you doing here?" I ask pushing her hand off me.

"Having fun." She says winking at me. I roll my eyes.

"You're drunk, stop it."

"Do you remember, back in New Jersey, when we used to get drunk together and do our little things when the party was over?"I know exactly what she's tryna do and it is not going to work.

"Stop it. It's not gonna work, Jessie. You're drunk. I don't like you anymore and you know that." I say starting to get angry.

"you need a hug." Jessie says opening her arms.

"No. Not from you."

"Come on! I'm trying to be kind okay?"I sigh and hug her slightly but she holds me so tight that even if I try to push her off, she still holds me.

"Okay, Jessie. Let go of me." I said patting her back awkwardly.

"Oupsiiiiiii" god she's so drunk.

She finally let's go of me. I run a hand in my hair to fix it. Jessie pushes me on the bed and gets on top of me.

"Jessie! What are you do..." She starts kissing me. I don't know why but I kissed her back.

I was thinking of Lexie while I was kissing Jessie...I thought I heard someone gasps so I quickly pushed her off and realized I was kissing Jessie instead of Lexie...

"What the fuck Jessie?" I say trying to leave the room.

"Come on E. I know you miss me." Jessie says taking my arm.

She turns me around and smirks. She starts taking her shirt off. Why am I not doing anything? I'm just standing there watching her.  She pushes me on the bed again and starts taking my shirt off.

***********

"This was a fucking mistake! You shouldn't have come to LA. Just leave me alone. " I yell at Jessie putting my shirt back on and walking out the room.

"Please, E. Don't leave me again..." She says putting her hand on my shoulder.

"Don't fucking touch me." I push her hand off and walk down the stairs.

I see Dylan in the kitchen.

"Bro!" I shout. "I borrowed you a shirt. Is it okay?" I ask him.

"Yeah yeah, it's good but... uh, you should go in the living room..."

I turn around and see Lex. What is she doing here? I guess she's back earlier. I start walking towards her and she sees me and her eyes widen. She looked like she was starting to panic or something. She looks around her and took a random guy and starts making out with him. I can not believe what I'm seeing. I walk faster and see Maddie pushing Lexie off the guy.

"What the fuck are you doing Lexie?" I ask getting mad.

"The exact same thing as you." She answers.

She the one I heard upstairs. Lexie saw Jessie and I kiss. What have I done? I shouldn't have kissed Jessie back. I've gotten myself into a lot of trouble.

*end of flashback*