Roman Holiday (Frerard)

Twenty Øne- A Lot Of Guys

     Gerard's POV

     I woke up about twenty minutes earlier than Frank and decided to take a walk. As I was walking, a car slowed down past me.

     Surprise, surprise, Bert was driving. "Gerard, can you please drive with me? I know you hate me, and I know you're gonna say no, but… I just need a fren, okay?"

     I got in the car. I didn't hate him. I mean, I did, but what he did for me at the hospital was really nice. "I forgive you for everything, Bert."

     He drove us to a gay club. When we got there, a bunch of guys kept trying to fuck me. I turned them down. When people see that you're a slut so they assume that they can fuck you at anytime no matter what. Slutty people problems.

     Bert took me over to the back where a bunch of guys were fucking each other. He gave me some liquor and I got super drunk. He started fucking me hard as I was drunk. I tried to stop him, but he wouldn't stop. He kept going, and so did other guys.

     There were a lot of guys fucking me. 15, not including Bert. No way could I fight back. They were all adults and strong.

     "Yes, whore, take it in!" one guy yelled as he started fucking me rough. The guys were all lined up. What was I supposed to say to Frank? What could I say? 'I'm sorry Frank, I was raped by a bunch of men at a gay club'.

     I started crying, and he grabbed me by my long red hair and told me to suck it up. "I'm sorry," I mumbled. I closed my eyes so no one could see me crying.

     Just as my life was starting to have purpose, Bert does this. I should've known he'd do this. He said he was lonely so I gave him company since he tried to help with the whole Mikey thing. But my stupid ass should have known. This was all my fault. Every bad thing that's happened to me was my fault. Groped, molested, beat, raped, yelled at, kicked out of my house, forced to be in a gangbang. Everything was my fault.

     I couldn't tell Frank. He would hurt me. He would break up with me. He would kill me. But I couldn't hide the truth. I loved him way too much to lie to him. He was all I cared about, besides Mikey. I needed to go.