Thinking

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"Why did you punch the mirror? Look this will leave a scar to your hand." Jisoo scolded to Jennie as she clean her fist.

Jennie didnt answer and just blankly staring at the view of their balcony.

"Are you perhaps mad because mom is being pushy to you to quit being agent? Or being undenial to your feelings towards Jungkook?" Jisoo asked again while observing her reation.

Jennie quickly look at her and sighed.

"What kind of question is that Jisoo?" Jennie asked not interested.

Jisoo smiled and pat her hand.

"Why dont you try it Jen? While we are here?" Jisoo convince.

Jennie brows raised at her.

"Why are you perhaps liking someone to them?" Jennie asked.

Jisoo grinned and nods her heads making Jennie to look at her wide eyes.

"You serious?!" Jennie asked shocked.

"Yeah, and we are together you know." Jisoo answered proudly.

"And who is it?" Jennie asked.

"Jin." Jisoo answered.

Jennie stared at her and sighed.

"Love can make you weak Jisoo. Our rule, did you forget it?" Jennie asked not happy.

Jisoo sighed and lean her back at her chair and stared at the view infront of her.

"I knew that Jen, but what else can i do? I like him or should i say i love him. Enjoy while we are here." Jisoo answered and look back at her smiling.

Jennie stared at her. Thinking should she try it or not?

"You're thinking." Jisoo teased making her to chuckle a little.

"And why do you say so?" She asked raising her one brow.

"You space out and biting your lips it means your having a debate to your mind if should you try it or not." Jisoo answered making Jennis to groans.

"Fuck with your mind." Jennie answeres getting irritated that Jisoo is a good observer and it looks like a mind reader if powers are real.

Jisoo chuckles and pat her back.

"Try it Jen, it makes you feel alive. Thinking that the person you like or love is always beside you. Just dont think about being agent sometimes. Just always think the present forget about the future." Jisoo advice and leave her alone.

Jennie sighed as she look back at the view. She didnt know what to do. All she knew is that she's afraid. Afraid that Jungkook might leave her after he will learn something her being a secret agent. Her, being a secret weapon as the seductive girl of the group. Kissing another man. Trying to make out to them just to finish some mission it mades her think that is Jungkook really deserved her? Even though Jungkook took her virginity. She's afraid that he might look at her like a dirty woman thats why she doesnt want to answer him back that she love him too. But what Jisoo said made her think twice. Should she try it or not?

Getting an head ached she groans and grip her hair tight.

"Ugh! Fuck this life." She hissed and grip her hair tighter wanting to erase all the negative thoughts.

"Hey, stop it your hurting yourself." Suddenly she heard him. That voice, that voice making her heartbeat fast. She didnt dared to look up because she's afraid that he will melt her ice wall that she's building to her heart.

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