Idols Roommate

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After the call that she shared with Jungkook earlier. Jennie can't stop herself to cry.

She's now at a club getting herself drunk. She's hurts everyone knew that and what's more painful is that Jungkook didn't knew about it because his busy being cold towards her which she is afraid of.

She can't blame him though, it's all her fault. She lost their baby and she knew that she's fucked up. She knew that Jungkook loves kids but with her stupid decision sacrificing herself just to finish their mission is a big stupidest decision ever made she had.

It's been one hour after she talk to Jungkook at the phone, she knew that he is mad at her just hearing his voice shouting at her and asking where she is, but she doesn't want him to see her state. She's in mess right now.

"Fuck this life." She mumbles and chuckles bitterly when she remembered what the doctor had said to her.

No one knows that she's been visiting a doctor these past few weeks. She's trying, she's trying to believe in miracle. She wants to give Jungkook a baby even though they said that only a miracle can give them a complete family.

"Why this is happening to me? Why not those bad people out there? I know I killed many of them but at least it's part of her job being a secret agent.

Suddenly tears flow from her eyes.

"I'm useless." She mumbles and wipes her tears.

"Hey, why are you crying?" Suddenly Jennie heard someone asked.

She looks at her side and saw Kris.

"Oh great, why are you here?" Jennie asked not even interested to his appearance.

Kris chuckles and sat beside her.

"I heard what happened to you and Jungkook." Kris answered instead which making Jennie to chuckles bitterly.

"Thanks for reminding that." Jennie mocked at him.

"Listen here Jen, I know I am not in the position, but you need to stop being drunk every time you remembered what happened to you and your baby." Kris advice which making the lass to chuckles.

"I am not surprise for that advice coming from you Kris, you know the real reason why I lost our child, right?" Jennie asked, and Kris nods his head.

Jennie sighed and drank her drinks.

"Hey, let's go home. I'll give you a ride." Kris offered but the lass shakes her head.

"I don't want too, I am tired of Jungkook's cold treatment to me." Jennie said and cry.

Kris sigh and pats her back.

"He promised me that he will there for me, but that promised was broke. He is colds towards me but warm to the others. Is this the punishment that I received for being hard headed?" Jennie said and cries more. It's a good thing that the club is too noisy, so no one can tell that she is crying.

"Let's go home Jen, someone might recognize you here." Kris said and hug the lass to comfort her.

As Jennie felt his hugs she breaks down. This is what she wants, someone who is there for her to release her stress. Don't get her wrong, she knew that the others are there for her, but she wants someone who is not from Jungkook's friend or from the girls. She doesn't want them to see her to be like this. She hates being weak in front of them.

Suddenly someone pulled away her from Kris which making her startled and even Kris.

She's ready to shout at the person but her eyes widened when she saw a raging Jungkook.