CHLOES POV
I never expected to end up where I was. I stood in horror watching it happen, the flames eating away at the pet store.
"No! No! No!!" I wailed, and ran into the blazing building. I unlatched cage after cage and they all got out the puppies, kittens, birds, mice, hamsters, ferrets, snakes (etc.) all except one. Jay the one puppy I visited everyday after school, I turned to him through the abuse of my dad. I couldn't help my siblings or my mom but I could help Jay just this once. I opened the cage but he was terrified. He wouldn't go. I picked him up but her was too heavy and he was so scared. He disappeared into the flames and I heard yelps of pain. And Then, just the crackle of the fire. And I sat in the burning building sobbing, Jay was dead and I was a horrible person it was my fault again.
"What have I done?!?" I screamed and I cried as the smoke got thicker and my breaths quicker, panicked. I woke with a start, it's okay I'm safe now I told myself, just a flashback. If you want the explanation to this flashback I can grant you this information. I have a lot of personalities and will include my chart later on anyway some of my personalities are bad. Like Kat. She despises that she doesn't have main control of this body and she is constantly being horrible. My dad was an abusive drunk he beat me my mom and my sibling we were never safe. Everyday on my way home from school I would stop to see Jay. He cost five hundred dollars and at one point I was saving for him. And my dad took all four hundred and ninety seven dollars of it and I got beat for it. Bad. Kat hated I was happy so she took over and set fire to his home store. When I passed out in the fire I thought I died but I woke up with an oxygen mask on handcuffed to my bed in a hospital. I was found not guilty by reason of insanity and was put in a mental institution, where I spent three years being evaluated before I was diagnosed with MPD. I was released and on probation a year and went back to live with my family. My dad beat my within an inch of my life for it and even though on numerous occasions I have told my mother not to intervene but she did. He beat her up too. My brother, Cerberus called 911 and my mother was rushed to the hospital with a shattered collar bone three broken ribs and a sprained ankle plus cuts and bruises everywhere some bruising on her organs too, he did something to her spine or something I'm not exactly sure I'm just sure she is paralyzed from the shoulders down and needs an aid. She lives in a nursing home because she has been deemed unfit to be a parent.
Luckily though we can visit her for five hours on saturdays visiting hours from 1-7 P.M but you can only stay for five hours maximum, stupid I know.Me and my siblings have lived in an orphanage two years and I can tell you it was horrific but we got by. It turns out pops has life in jail they linked him to two hit and runs even though his license was suspended when her was twenty six. And one girl he hit is dead, so he was charged with manslaughter too. Finally I can escape this horrifying past I have and Kat is awake after all these years and she is itching for a fight, I can't ruin this for myself, this family or my siblings I will not be put back in that hellhole or a home again. Not again.
Sorry for not updating for so long. I'm a jerk I know just been super busy with family and friends I'm actually writing a book (pg 13) I might want to be an author I write fanfics, books chapter and picture/children, songs and plays too I also sing and take acting lessons so as you can see I'm super busy plus we have a family reunion this week. So updated are slow but I'm trying to make them longer. Thxs guys for sticking with me. Also plz comment and vote it really means everything to me and DM me if you have suggestions. 😘-Rory🖤
